109.

right now i'm using super 8's wu-fi. Its not bad. But i finally realized how to use browser on this damned phone.
Anyways.
woodburn is boring. ._.
Theres nothing really too do. Its just shop, shop and shop.
Sigh.
I still have homework to do here. Great...
And this phone doesnt have T9 so i have to self correct. Not like that matters...

Anyways.
Cheers from USA...i think.

And kfc is shittastic.
Didnt give us utensils...for salads. Lolfail.

Jack in the bosx is a macdondalds gone expensive, and denny's is a damned diner.
Why can't i use the msn app on this phone without data plan...i mean i have damned internet!
Guh.

USA...
DISLIKE!

-Rem.

107.

oh winter and it's long nights, how I love you.
and no, that was not sarcastic.

Can't believe I can pull off shots at 5:45.
thats crazy. o_o
&mind blowing.

EF 28mm-300mm IS lens.
If I ever buy that, I know I have succeeded in life.
sadly, i'll never get that LOL.

well, by the time I could, there probably would be better ones...that are cheaper (HOPEFULLY).

and, i found 2 interesting things today.
1. tumblr post. hm.. love is like a puppy? ./reference.
2. shiver? o_o;; Shane Desman? question mark.

okay, fine. 2 isn't really something 'interesting'.
but
: )!

ANYWAYS.
STILL HAVEN'T FOUND THAT DAMNED INSTALLER.
AND
OFF TO MORE HOLY CRAP IT'SNOTEVENCHRISTMASANYMORE PARTIES.
>_>

-Rem.

105.

yes.
yes
yes
yes
yes
Yes
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

rebel xs, lets explore.

1000D.
2 lens.
case.
$500
boxing day

fuck yes.

&no, I'm not following melody's footsteps.
no wait
stalkers don't leave any
lol

103.

Merry Christmas Eve.
: )

I still need to secretly wrap + bring presents downstairs.
I'm waiting til 1 for that.
Then hardcore grinding on Rhy, since I know I won't be getting any 2x when it's morning. =\

Still, I can't help but shake the feeling that something isn't right. I feel like some kind of stepping stone between two things: success and failure.

Success is helping someone else get what I've wanted.
Failure is not getting what I wanted.

Either way, result doesn't seem so good.

Played a game called One Chance, and its another underlying metaphor game.
Playing one called 'Every day the same dream'. Same idea&concept in a sense, but more thinking needed.

sigh.
I hate how these games that demonstrate real life choices all have endings which are not pleasant.
dead. freeze to death. die with daughter. watching wife die then die with daugther, suicide, watching friend die, save yourself&daugther but everyone else is dead.
gah.

I need something 'fun'. =\

I guess that's why the only thing I could think of was happiness.
hah.

what a joke.

-Rem.

102.2

Yeahhh.
Just because I have a shitty guilty conscious.
I'm going to say sorry.
again.

I don't even know how to fix things, since I do know 'sorry' doesn't fix jack shit.
I'll do whatever, I guess. Because, I actually cannot think of anything that I could do.
Unless you can.
If you can.
tell me.
before 4am, hopefully.
If not.
before 4am, the next day.

and if you 'could care less' as well.
It was fun.

102.

Now this is a story all about how
My life got flipped-turned upside down
And I liked to take a minute just sit right there
And tell you how my mom made me change my life

In lower Vancouver born and raised
In the house is where I spent most of my days
Sleepin' in, procrastinating, playing some games,
And trying to make sure I get good grades.
When a couple of anons who were up to no good
Started hacking into my neighborhood
I got one little virus and my mom got scared
And said "You're never playing games on the internet again"

I begged and pleaded with her day after day,
But she cut off the net and told me to scram
She gave me a dollar and then she gave me my jacket
I put my ipod on and said I might as well do it

First hour yo this is bad
Drinking blue potions with unlimited supply
Is this what the people outside live like?
Hmm this might be alright

But wait I hear legit, anti-piracy and all that
Is this the type of place they should send this pirate cat?
I don't think, I'll wait and see
I hope they're prepared to make piracy their life.~!


and I gave up there.

fuck is that hard. =\
I tried to dedicate it to you.
Yeah.
Sorry.
But, I really need to let it off my shoulders.
You'll realize why I got annoyed in the first place.
...
in a few more monthes.
if you even care then.

you should log on and chat. :)

stalking101.

1. Don't make obvious lies. eg: I'm (person's name), when (person's name) has just left your house LOL.
2. Don't get caught.
eg: Found outside house when they live in another city.
3. Don't be inconsistent.
eg: tell someone you're doing this, but then forget and then tell them something different. It's really hard to cover up.
4. Don't trust the person you're stalking.
eg: If they tell you that they're sleeping...chances are they're awake since they just told you they're sleeping.
5. Don't stalk more than one person at a time.
eg: stalk two people at once, and they group together and find out who you are.
6. Don't be retarded.
eg: don't call someone a b--ch if you want to 'talk' to them. that puts them off. >_>
7. Don't make anonymous texts using a number from Pennsylvania, I don't want to pay for it.

Dear you, I hope this blog finds you in your moment of need, and realize, you can simply CALL me if you want to talk so bad.

99.

WHOOT.
I came back on time for 99. xD
If only rhy was 99 and not 73. >_>
BUT BIGBANG MAKES LEVELING SO EASY!
I feel like a noob for thinking 70+ was going to be hell. >_<

ANYWAYS. -rainbow hand motion thingy-
...
LOL.
Don't ask me why. : )

I feel like a preacher.
If I ever grow up and end up become some kind of preacher, I swear, I shall reveal any secret (that I remember) and answer any question, and any amount of questions, for the following year. holy shit. ._.

SORRY DEAR (:3), I DIDN'T MEAN TO PREACH LOLLLL.
No, not you. : )

Anyways, I feel that I need to add more inside jokes into this so that certain people will get what I'm trying to say, and know what I want to say to them.
Though, probably most of the inside jokes I already incorporate into this aren't read by the people at schoology. lulz.

I, I, I, I, DID IT, DID IT, DID IT FOR LULZ.
; )

and yes, I'm totally doing the exact same thing, right now.
best-friend, I feel you.
LOL.
; )

ch'yeah.

-Rem.

96.

9000.
Yes.
It.
Is.
Awesome.

But 9900
is MORE AWESOME.
^Is that even correct, grammar-wise?
DROPS, EASY SHIT.
CLEARS, EASIER SHIT.
SMASH, NOTASEASYBUTSTILLEASY SHIT.
FAKES, ....fucknoson LOL.

RACKET = PRO.
ME = NOT PRO.
That's where I fail LOL. =\

For anyone that cares.
p4a.
YES.

I like not updating this blog. It literally gives me time to do nothing.
Because that's what I do with my spare time.
I do nothing.
WIN.

ANYONE WANT TO DO BLOG OVERS AGAIN.
EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT MANDATORY. :D !

Hell yes, no chinese school.
If only it was always like this...=\

CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.
IS
FUNNNNNN. <3

...okay you didn't see anything. :3

I feel like a girl for saying that
but hell yes sister, it's fun.
But shopping in general, is NOT fun.
Only when it's for others is it fun~!

Unless it's family.
Then it's hard as shit. >_>
I can never guess what my parents want.
Mom = jewelery? flowers?
Dad = Something electronic? Tools?
=\
living with someone makes christmas shopping horribly horrible.
D:

Sadly, I only shop for family...so...
f--k.

Maybe I should 'expand my horizons'.
lol.

-Rem.

91

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I swear I was not hacked and I, Kevin Wang, do solemly swear that I did copy paste PIKACHU into my blog in order to keep up.

-Rem.

88.

Oh. 88.
Nice number.

Anyways.
Badminton.
Oh god.
It's so fun now.
I used to be annoyed just getting from richmond->Vancouver just to play.
But now.
I'd gladly go from Burnaby -> Delta to play.
It's fun.
I can be serious.
Finally.

Probably the only place I can be serious too.
I doubt we'll do work tomorrow.
or sunday.
maybe monday.
yeah.
english = fucked. should've done a poster.

totally want over-grip + a series 1k+ racket.
Yes.
I'm a greedy bitch.

But I'm not usually one.
: )

-Rem.

87.

Sure.
Go ahead.
hate me.
because
I think.
in a way.
you don't like.

Sure.
Go ahead.
Make that comment.
You could have prevented it yourself.
don't try to make it
my fault.

i can be myself.
your welcome.

-Rem.

86.

Haha.
I'm a border line person,.
Border line A.
Border line Honour roll.
Border line everything.
fuck.

is this all i can get without being 100% dedicated?
I'm really envious of those geniuses now.
no studying needed. No homework needed. Ace tests in 10 minutes.
god damnit.
At least my procrastinated mark % has gone up. 7x->8x. Took me 2 years to do that though.
8x->9x will take me 2+ years.
i should probably just be dedicated.
still looking for that person.
to change me.
like before.

But, I've changed myself.
My social attitude.
my work habits?
hell no.
personality?
in your wildest fantasies, this still won't happen

Maybe I should just give up on IB. >_>
No one expects me to get int anyways...
damn it sharon, please learn to understand and read the atmosphere&mood.
then again.
my parent's can't either.
not even you can.
even if you think you know me pretty well.

Though I have to confess, you do hit the mark sometimes.
But I just don't tell you.

-Rem.

86.

sigh. =\
3 A's 4 B's 1 C+.
Stupid math.
Why does Nakamoto scale the E class by 20%+
and my class by 3-5%.
My class is doing worse. ._. 50%+ of people are failing.
learn to scale clusters please.
>_>
English.
A.
YES.
Fuck you participation. That doesn't count.
Fuck you socials. 82% -> 80%.
My parents are totally going to look at the 'sorry!' and be like 'it's okay. : )!'
hell no.
>_>

must.
punish.
self.
!

at least fanta doesn't hate me... ._.

-Rem.

85.1

LOLOLOL.
GOOD FRIKIN' JOB KEVIN.
>_>
i'm a failure.
i should go ask melody to teach me again.
teach me how to stalk properly.
...
then again.
number 1 rule was:
DON'T TALK ABOUT YOUR STALKINGS.
especially if you're posting about them on a blog where said person and said person's friends can read.
/facepalm.

Well. Curious george is curious.
but curious george's curiousness was satisfied.
so curious george goes to find more curious things to be curious about.
.../totally trying to troll.

Also, if I knew your blog, would I have thought you were Jay. ._.
LOGIC, DO YOU HAVE IT?

then again, thats doubtful.
with logic, you'd know who has your name anywho.

-Rem.

85.

Sure.
Power is everything.
But you know why we need it?
We need the power to move on.
That's whats power is used for.
You god damn crazy bitch.
Don't you ever get on my sky-train again.

LUNIA!
: D
It runs without crashing now. FUCK YES.

IS presentation..
meh.
it was probably too short. =\
because i speed through...everything. >_>

socials.
YES
YESSSSS
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
75% -> 82%! I WIN!
HIGHER THAN FRENCH. LOL.
I thought I was getting 60% -> 70%. YESSSS.
I LOVE YOU SOCIALS.
okay no i don't.
14/20 on essay. shit son.
Claire's a beast. 20/20 on essay, 22.5/25 on project, 10/10 + 20/20 for precis....
fuck me.
thats hard to compete with.
especially if
1. report cards are tomorrow.
2. my parents know claire's parents...decently well enough that they'd compare marks...know that we're both in SWC and pre-IB... >_>
aw screw it though.
B.
YESSSSSSSS
Just hoping for english + math now.
PE can go die.
srsly.
honour roll please.
: )!

-Rem.

84.

shit.
8 hours til IS is due.
and I'm not even started.
fuck am I screwed.
why the hell am i procrastinating here?
because...
i can.
: )!

and i need SAY something.
because i can't say anything at home
it's like vow a silence.
EVERY DAY.

That's why I like the interwebz, i can say what I want...without much fear of those hardcore haters/hackers...
because god knows why they would attack me.

sigh.
motivation is totally needed to not fail term 2.
Honour roll would have given me that.
but...
it's not possible anymore.
unless i get an A somehow in Socials.
>_>
or a B in PE.
and keep a B in socials.
and A in english/math.
fuck.

-Rem.

83.1

scratch that.
did more stalking.
jay =/= girl from chinese class.
10am classes. argh.
but the person exists in MY, thats for sure~!
oh whoops.
i mean
SY.
>_>

-Rem.

83

screw the terms and stuff.
it'll be school years now. : )!
anyways.
WTF?
THAT GIRL IS IN SY?!
O_O;;
okay lolwut.

so...
because theres an SY girl in my chinese class....
INITIATE STALK.
: D!

sooo...
I think it was
Kathy right.
unless i misheard.
maybe should've stalked forum name. lol.
...maybe should've asked if she's even ACTIVE on the forum.
because if my stalking + logic is correct...
then her fake blogspot name is Jay Elle? o_o;;
probably.
ANYWAYS.
B> confirmation.
...why do I even bother. Not like anyone will confirm. xD
probably should ask sale. or ness/rachel.

ANYWAYS.
FUCKKKKKK.
my procrastination habit is rhaping me.
map.
project.
handout.
cao.
._.

maybe I should start on this map before i go apeshit and rage. >_>
still need to stalk.
:3

-Rem.

82.

stop your bitching.
it's not even MY fault.
why the hell are YOU so annoyed for?
I should be the one annoyed.
fuck.

sigh.
still no math mark.
what the fuck nakamoto.
what the fuck.

science presentation.
hell.
shaking so much.
afraid the people in the front could see it...
so i ended up using one hand with q-cards
holy shit.
i hate oral presentations.
>_>

-Rem.

81.

oh god.
procrastination.
i hate Current events. >_>
science, socials, IS, english.
you name it.
Current events should burn in hell.

IS- B.
Socials - HOPEFULLY, b.
Math - HOPEFULLY, A.
Science - A.
Accounting - A
French - B
PE - no idea LOL.
English - HOPEFULLY, A. because participation if going to screw me ten times over.

2 definite a's.
2 not so sure a's.
2 b's.
1 not so sure b.
1 no idea what it is at all.

gah.

sigh.
gavin really gets on my nerves sometimes.
he needs to learn to SHUT UP.
seriously.
>_>

and I'm stuck with him for the IS project?
hell no son.
gah.

Jim & Other girl (can't remember) will HOPEFULLY be helpful...
gavin = please stfu and not choose everything for me.
>_>

-Rem.

Christmas letter...template.

Dear _____;

For Christmas, I'm going to give you _______(person's name).
But I want to receive _____(person's name) in return!

Love, _______(Nickname)

PS: ___________________________(Something that will make he/she go 'WTFNOWAI' or 'O_O')
PSS: ___________________________(Smart remark regarding the first PS)
PSSS: ___________________________(threaten them to give you ____(person's name))
PSSSS: ___________________________(Threaten them some more.)
PSSSSS: ___________________________(Say you love them. And can not stand you in pain.)

-insert snickering here-




-Rem.

80

allen is rich.
wtf.
=\
7 gundams at once?
lucky~! =\

mom's leaving to china for 2 weeks.
during these times,
i always get super duper skeptical.
...=\

side note, I'm starting 6B on portable 3.
fuck is it hard.

and...
back to science.
f--k.

-Rem

79. - chi.

chobits.
=\
Hideiki, I'm guilty of that too now. D:

why ARE the 'robots' all designed to look and act like people?
ugh.
Chobits is pretty hardcore.
It's getting to me.
right there.
...
no, not THERE.
but like there.
okay stfu, i know it's weird.

=\

science.
bite me.

-Rem.

LOL - 77.5

...xD
I love this iPod game.
fucking hardcore seeker missiles...
that hit over half way through the map
build 'em on the other side.
and watch the lag.
LOL

it was literally just all missiles on my screen.
fucking epic.
oh and.
1mil on 'Baby' on ttr3.
fuck you luck.
make me get over 1mil...
on a fucking bieber song.
RAGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

MUST FIND MORE TOWER DEFENSE!

-Rem.

77.

Oh god.
Why the hell must sat registration be so long.
why the heck would you need to know how much my parents earn a year, or their level of education?
or my preferred college settings
or my preferred amount of college students
or my SIN.
or the years i'm going to spend taking math,science,socials,english,languages,others when you know god damned well that my high school is 5 years, yours is only 2. ._.

gtfo college board. ) : <

but anyways, jan 22. gah. time to get rhaped by an SAT. Just hope for 2200+, and i won't have to do this shit again.
fucking vocab. >_>

anyways.
Rene being a mod totally doesn't look right.
he's like
LOLFLAME, LOLBASH, LOLSTEREOTYPE.
bloody hell.

Stuttering.

-Rem.

76.

fuck do my eyes hurt.
they've been hurting for like a week now.
._.

is it because of my lack of sleep
or the other reason?

i hope it's not the other reason.
because i can't fix that one.
...
without trying to kill myself. ._.

oh and.
just because i can

watashi wa anata ga daisuki....desu. : D!!!

anyways.
i think i'll go get those O weights at sears...
even if 2kg isn't very heavy. =\
but PE with those.
oh fuck.

...oh right.
square dancing.
-headdesk-

rem, out!

-Rem.

75.

Nanospeed 800. GET.
for the same price that i got my 100.
._.

though I haven't played baddy in like...3 months.
what a waste of money.
should've gotten power wrists/anklets. =\

-Rem.

great.

good luck.
I hope you just don't.
end up falling.
and not standing back up again.
haha.

That's mean, I know.
But what else can I do?

-Rem.

;o

i feel stupid.
EVERYONE did COMC.
I didn't even hear about it until...yesterday. ._."
the disadvantage of ahving accounting, you lose math11e.
and contests.
):

Essay!
I think I did okay.
When i was writing, I kept looking at the score sheet thingy i wrote.
10-12(C+)
thats what I'm NOT aiming for.
13-15(B) <-- what i'm aiming for.
16-18(A) <-- if picard goes mad.
19-20(SSS!) <--...nah.

=\

A.S.S.
lols.

my time with you.
: )!

-Rem.

fuck.

policy of conciliation.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!

-totally screwed-

socials...
i wish you'd die.

-Rem.

cry.

I want to cry.

The past week, I've probably been called 'useless' and 'not worth the effort' more than anything else in my entire life.
Is it really my fault if I went over 30 minutes in my first week? Especially if the bulk of that was during unlimited calling.
Lost $50.
It wasn't suppose to be ours in the first place you know.
But still
you gave me the look of detest.
The look that tells the person, 'you're some useless pile of shit, why the hell did i even raise you.'

thanks mom.
thanks.

this is probably the most painful thing you've done to me.
probably worse than giving birth.
the mental pain hurts more than just momentum physical pain.

&you, who called.
don't worry.
it's not your fault.
it's mine.

because everything that goes wrong in my family is my fault.

-Rem.

69.

._.
ugh day is ugh.
chinese test ugh.
2 wrong. ugh.
no $10 16gb usb, ugh.
hair cut, ugh.
rage, ugh.
shipping failures, ugh.
have not sent amazon more complaints, ugh.
life, ugh. >_>

-rem.

68.

1-800-suicide!

okay fuck you amazon.
seriously?
You screw up the fucking shipping.
and now you're like
'lolweupgradedyourshippping,sentanewone,andmadeyoupayforbothlololol'
fuck you.
never again, am i getting ANYTHING from amazon.
Even if it's fucking amazon exclusive.
I want my shit on time, and not 2 months later.
I'll buy shit from e-bay instead of amazon.
screw yourself.
i don't even want the lumix gf1 anymore.
keep your 1000 dollar shit.
don't charge it to me.

fuck.
...
./endrage.

*apologies for excessive swearing.

-Rem.

66.

weeeeh.
I'm actually working nowadays!
shocking,i know.
I tried vindictus again yesterday.
fuck.
The lag was horrible, could barely play.

Violin class.
ugh.
guilttripguilttripguilttripguilttripguilttrip.
^story of my life.

is it just me, or am i really self-concious about what others think of me.
wait.
no one would know that...
unless they analysis my actions...
which is creepy.
but thoughtful(?). :3

anyways.
kgs go.
meet remmy! : )

-Rem.

64.

fuck, late for school.
woke up at 8:15.
NOT GOOD.
it's 12:17 right now so like.
yeah.
NEW CELLPHONE IS ADDICTIVE.

songs.
2gb free microsd.
music
=
Happy me. 8D

SCREW IPODS, THIS IS ENOUGH BABY.
...lol.

anyways, heres something:
i feel like your using me. and just saying 'ily' just to make it seem not as bad.
if you really do, prove it.

GAVIN.
GO.
FRIDAY.

MUST REMEMBER!
(played violin yesterday) :D!
not today though.

-Rem.

yay!

vivaz pro.
GET.

testing.
GET.

caller ID.
NOT GET.

fido-network plan.
NOT GET.

eh, that's okay.
I probably could've gotten caller id if I wasn't such a lazy ass and finished my fucking sat homework. >_>

-Rem.

Shed a tear.

here it comes.
can't you see
that we're tough guys and we have feelings
take my hand
close your eyes.
with you right here
i'ma shed a tear
and cry.

.

Holy crap.
"Why are you fat"
"Why are your teeth not pure white?"
"Why are your eyes 450 degrees?"
"Why do you not go outside often?"
"Why don't you go out with your friends more?"
"Why is your chinese horrible?"
"Why do you not heavily focus on school?"
"Why is Yuchen at a higher level of violin than you?"
"Why does sean know how to play more instruments than you?"

Why do you even bother asking this shit.
If you want to know why.
Go ask yourself.
Your genes.
Your mother&father's genes.
That's why.

You're not thinking about my future when you have me practice for SAT.
Nor Violin, or piano.
Even getting into MY and Pre-IB and now, IB.
They're all for yourself.
For you to be able to brag.
That your 'son' is doing very well.
In enriched courses.
Plays instruments.
Has a high score on SAT.
That's all you want.
When I decided to take Jap.
You were enraged.
"YOU'RE SO GOOD AT FRENCH ALREADY."
Totally. I can't even remember how to say 'to' in french.
You just want me to get good at one language.
So then you can say 'My son is fluent in French!'.
Because none of your friends are amazed at a child learning Japanese.

Thanks mom.
For thinking about me,
and not you.

oh god.

htc surround....
I DON'T CARE IF IT RUNS WINDOWS 7 OS, THE PHONE IS HAWT. D:

do want.
But not for $450...even if that's the cheaper of the phones that look nice to me.
Other than d.lite. But dlite and surround aren't in the same category, so...8D

-Rem.

60.

oh god.
typical anime moment.
-covers nose&mouth with hand-
@_@
-blood gushes out-

I think you know what I mean.

I'm not going to comment on the above.
i have no guts to.

-Rem.

59.

haha.
lost my chance today.
xD
...
though then again...
that isn't anything to be happy about.
I think
I feel guilty more than sad.


Sorry.
It's just like.
since gr7.
they became...
'valuable'.

Though...you deserve one...
but...
...
blame jian because he reads this too.
LOL.
: )!

sorry though.
maybe some other time....
when certain conditions are meet. LOL

-Rem.

58.

You know whats scary to me?

Someone knowing everything about me.
And someone, who isn't afraid to talk about it to others.
It fucking scares me.

Truth be told.
I don't think there is anyone I know, that I would willingly tell them my secrets.

Sigh.
It really is true that people of the opposite gender make better friends.
Friends as in...trust-worthy or secret keepers.
Not friends as in...you enjoy hanging out with them or playing together.
hahayeah.

I think this post is quite...dark.

On the bright side, my formspring seems to have some random person asking me questions. o-o;;

Though they get close&personal really fast.
It's not even funny!
The first two questions I've had in a while are like
'who do you like'
and then the same thing...with choices. >_>

and why the fuck are SAT schools so close to me. ._.
It's just like god telling my parents to make me take the sat.
like
'MAKE HIM TAKE IT. THE SCHOOL IS ONLY 3 BLOCKS AWAY'
>_>
THIS IS WHY I DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU GOD.
WHY YOU MAKE ET SO CLOSE!!!111oeneon1EOO!E1eoeon1e!!e!1.
./RQ

Time to start uploading the handwriting challenge.
>_>

SUPER SCRIBBLENAUTS!
...fails to install properly.
/.RQx2

-Rem.

'I just haven't taken you yet.'

: )!

Or met you.
'I just haven't met you yet.'

-rem.

57.5+

hah.

I laugh.

Not at you, or you. Neither him nor her.
But me.

So I've changed hm? Is that all you can see? 'Change'?

Your 'change' is what I like to call 'walls'

Don't worry, you'll never understand.

Letting no one see what's there.

Funny.

the right thing to do.

never seem to follow through.

I guess that is what you call

Holy hell.

But

and fool some

int.
ject

57.

lol.

guess who failed today?
DAYLIGHT SAVINGS.
._.
good job kevin, you woke up an hour early.
now you lost one hour of sleep.
and how badly i needed that hour too.
._.


anyways.
I GOT HER EMAIL.
:3
one step forward.
her ipod ran out of batteries.
two steps back.
xD
it's not that bad.
At least I have it!
: )

ugh. I really do need some kind of notebook that i carry with me...
i always seem to find something to say when i'm not on the computer...then when i am actually ON the computer...i forget what it was.
yay for short-term memory loss. >_>

okay afk, trying to sleep again...
./fail

obvious fail is obvious.

-Rem.

54.

...more and more pedo-ish feelings.
oh god.

Someone either make her older.
or make me younger
...
then again...
i don't want to do grade 7/8/9 again.
And she's smart enough for grade 9/10...>_>

if only that could happen. xD
-freeze world but her-
-three years later-
UNFREEZE.
: D!

if only. xD

well uhm.
Need to get more silver gems.
to run albey silver with her anyways.
>_>
must. not. die. again!

Ai shi ai.

-Rem.

52.

...does it make me a pedophile.
if i'm playing mabinogi.
with a 12 year old girl.
asian.
and she lives in USA?
...
especially if said person's name is cute.
._.

Now I have an urge to get into Yale, just to go to her father and be like
'hi, i know your daugther.'
LOL.

-Rem.

49.

even if you don't realize it.
It's kinda annoying.

ironically.
you're probably the one who can tell. ._.

-Rem.

48.6

okayyy.
I'm much better now.
Thanks you for the music!
: )!

Though the ghost/zombie thing gave me quite the shock. o-o;;
You can't tell who's who!
...unless you look at the tags.
:3

okay well.
I should sleep.
before parents bitch again. ._.

-Rem.

48.5

sorry.
just needed someplace to rant.

because.
like i've said

no one
really actually cares for you.
because they will all ditch you if they have to.

-Rem.

It's like pms. only it's not monthly. Not puberty. and some that i can stop.

48.

WARNING.
THE FOLLOW POST IS MADE BY AN ASSHOLE AND IS NOT SUITED FOR THOSE WHO WOULD NOT LIKE TO READ ABOUT IT.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.


fuck you.
seriously.
what the fuck.
okay?

seriously?
get real. I don't care.
good for you. go cry to yourself.
cry me a fucking river, see if i give a shit.
okay.
suck it up.
you said it yourself that life sucks&unfair.
fucking live up to your standards.
don't be all talk but no walk.
but then again.
thats what you are
arent you.


you know it's true.
but you still cry about it.
bitch about it.
and just
overly annoy me.
okay.
sure
yes
i care.
but
no
i don't care
if xxxx did xxx and made you cry.
or what not
okay.
right now
I
couldn't
possibly
care less.
you hear?

okay.
stop your sentence there.
heck.
stop your train of thought there.
go back to your QQing and raging.
go whine to someone who fucking cares.
okay.

I don't know whats wrong with you.
I can't help you.
i'm not a certified psychiatrist who comforts you whenever you need someone to bitch to.
hell. i'm not even one.
seriously?
is it really that big of a deal?
i don't see it.
you complain complain and complain
then i tell you to gtfo and stop.
then you bitch at me for being a 'cold blooded, uncaring bastard who doesn't have friends'
hello? you're my fucking friends
thats why you bitch to me.
and i don't tell you to just commit suicide already.

well then again
some friend you are.
self centered bastard.
just because i care about you
doesn't mean i know you're an uptight shameless bitch okay.

stop.
okay?

Oh right.
I just remembered.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that i forgot.

Forgot that I only fucking exist.
when you need someone to bitch at and say that the other person is just heartless.
when you need advice.
help.

you know who you are.
okay.

I can't stand this anymore.
stop
bitching at me.
especially about him.
you know how much that annoys me?
it's like how women
always
ALWAYS
have to bring up their boyfriend/husband/lover/etc when some guy talks to her.
okay
i don't care about him
i'm not a rapist.
i'm not some guy who wants to get into your pants.
holy shit.


If you have gotten this far.
and I'm not talking to you, but you.
I hope you realize.
What kind of fucking wreak you're making me.
thanks for the love.
I'll miss you.
when you're in fucking hell.


to anyone who had no idea what the hell i'm saying.
sorry.
to the only person who KNOWS what i'm saying.
&and i'm not saying knows as in 'OH I THINK I HAVE AN IDEA'
but the one who called me a 'cold blooded, uncaring bastard who doesn't have friends'.
Leave.


sorry.

-Rem.

47.

BROWN
You are natural and easy-going, you prefer a calm environment. You are attracted to the outdoors. You have a refined sense of beauty. You have a rather conservative and well-ordered mind, you are not attracted to the bizarre. You are comfortable with your current value system, you are not entertained by fads or styles.


I figured out something mind blowing about myself again.
But due to certain...memory problems...
iDIDNTremember.
lolololpun.

well yeah. thats quite annoying. I need some kind of notebook to write all of that stuff in...

-Rem.

44.

yay unlucky(chinese) number!
._.

volunteering.
ugh 6am wake up.
ugh falling asleep on skytrain.
ugh there being no 'online registration' section.
ugh rain.
ugh not enough info.
ugh boredom.
ugh guilt.
ugh bus waits.
ugh falling asleep on skytrain again
ugh missing my bus stop being of being sleepy.
ugh not sleeping when i got home.
ugh play vindictus.
ugh
ugh
ugh.


but meh.
life's too short to worry about trivial things.
Though sleep can never be replaced, and that isn't a trivial thing.
=\

I guess sleep is the only thing my logic concept doesn't apply to
'the sooner i fall behind, the more time i have to catch up.'

...ugh.
i should just go out to future shop again on monday and buy a damned webcam. ._.
that'll save me tons of grief.

brb, being ninja. : )!

-Rem.

lol.

A quark is fundamental constituent of matter
observed in nineteen sixty eight through deep elastic scatter
we found that protons arent exactly as simple as we thought
We thought they were solid particles, but they are not.
protons in fact are made of three separate pieces
it just gets more confusing as our knowledge increases.
but that is what a quark is, its a piece of a proton
and they also make up other things including the neutron

oh, up down strange charm top bottom
if you don't know what a quark is it dont matter yous till got 'em.
and with leptons and bosons unless somethings amiss
they make up everything we can see and that we know exists.

the rest is too long for me to record so like yeah.
):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0kXkWXSXRA

: D!

-Rem.

42.

Sorry.
._.

Thanks for making me feel horrible last night.
I feel like some kind of asshole.
yes. I have no balls to do it.
yes. i just hate myself.
._.
thanks a lot.
now i'm never going to get there.
geez.
you could have just...
waited longer and did the other ones
or not ask me at all. >_>
why would you even ask me in the first place.
Just because i do them, doesn't mean i'm going to do all of them.

and to you,
i say
thanks.

-Rem.

41.

Need to say this fast.

SORRY.
Even though you probably don't care.
But it probably did slightly annoy you.
nice name though LOL.

But every time I TRIED to pass to you, it's like...you're turned away, or I literally just can't pass it to you. )':
The one time I tried...you didn't go for it. xD

It's small things like this, that make me guilt trip like crazy...and want life to just end already.
._.

-Rem.

39.

DAMNIT I'M TWO MINUTES LATE.
FUUUUUUU

-Rem.

363738

Haha.
Seems like this blog doesn't get much affection!
Time to show it some.
<3.

: )


Not to be one to complain, but is it just me, or is everyone around me unable to cope with changes in life?
Is EVERYONE 'Okonkwo'?
Maybe the only one would be Rene.
He lived.
He changed.
...
a bit.
But changed, nonetheless.

Hey, don't give me that. I'm not saying that they are social failures, or failures are life. I'm just saying...that I'm different.
Different from them.
Might be good.
Might be bad.
Depends how you see things.

I would like to think I have an open mind.
But I know, I know, that I am extremely biased.

I'm not judging these people.
I appreciate them.
And for a few, more than I should.

Eh, I'm quite... how do you describe this... deep thinking(?) today.
Oh well, that beats lunia grinding any day.

Heh, I guess i figured out why I'm such good friends with Rene.
Not much gets him down.

And also, ...I guess I'm sort of a drama queen myself.
I exaggerate everything without even knowing.
Like
"HOLY SHIT SCIENCE TEST?! F-----K!"
When actually
"Oh...test. Back to lunia."

I think it's peer pressure.
To fit in, and not to stick out like a sore thumb.
Haha.
Maybe I should've done my Sci-fair on peer pressure after all.

-Rem.

333435

: )

happy late thanksgiving.
better late then never right?
oh and
happy late/superlate/on time birthday.
: )
because i'm not stalker enough to know the exact date.
LOL.

i'm not implying that someone's birthday is around here, i'm just saying hbd to people whose birthday are in like...january. : D! or ...december last year.
: )

I pwn't rene in lunia with asuka. LOLWUT.
and i can't evne play asuka. ;)

-Rem.

32.

because you said i couldn't blog everyday.
well
GUESS AGAIN LOL.


and yes, this counts as a blog.
take that!
; )

-Rem.

293031

Haha.
Peace walker is fun.
but it's like.
@_@
It's like phantasy star all over again. For some reason, I'm really, REALLY scared of losing. argh. I didn't have this fear with dissidia. =\

but it's better than it was with phantasy star, maybe that means the story was getting to me? ;o

but whatever it is....tanks are fuxing hard to beat. @_@
80% hp with one shot. fffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

so like...yeah.

anyways, I've realized something.
I hate how I think.
I also hate what I think, and how I get there.
._.
Don't ask.
But lets just keep it at.
math class.
girl from a while back.
teacher that doesn't make sense.
sugar rush.
._.

and no,
i didn't do anything. I swear. >_>

k,nowtoblowupabarracade.

-Rem.

28.

"Emily, come on we're going somewhere, I won't let got of what we had. Do anything you want just don't leave me out. Emily, just get closer to me."


haha.
Another day.

Another day I decided.
To waster away and contemplate how everything has changed.

=\

okay
peace.
walker.
!

oh but.
mom's friend's daugther's birthday is today.
so
have to be
good.
)':
well, not like it's hard LOL
those kids basically try to kill me on sight. D:
it's like...
exercise xD!
LOL.
i think i need it.


I can hardcore CQC with peace walker!
xD
One day, I shall CQC into a hug like big boss LOLL.
:3

okayyeah.
...

so uhm.
I realized I never talk about school anymore on these LOL.
so like...
I should start.

Well.
todayiwaslateforschoolandnothinginterestinghappenedfirstblockbutinsecondblockeugenewroteloveonmyarmsandapparentlyimsupposetosayilovesomeonebutididn'tknowaboutitsolikeitsweirdbutnotreallyweirdatthesametime.
lunchwasstupidbecauserenejustragedovernothavinghispspandlikeLOLARGHINEEDZSOMEMOAROTAKUPARADISORIMSODEADLOL. healsolefthismathbinderinfrenchclasslike"youwantit?keepit"andlikeyeah,hehadmaththatblocktoothoughLOL.
solikeyeahschoolisboringboringboring!ijustrealizedhowboringlifeasastudentiswhentheresnohomeworktheheckdoyoudo?goonmsnoronline?anddowhat.iveprobablyalreadyexploredmostcornersoftheinternetandtrustmeyoudontwanttoknowwhativeseensolikeyeahmaybeishouldstartusingspacesnowLOL.
hmmmonsecondthoughtmaybenotbecauseitsveryenjoyabletohavepeopletrytodecodethisespeciallyacertainonethatprobablywilltakeagestodecodethisLOL.
: )

okay, no more school.
It's too boring. ._.

I'll stick to my old style.
...of talking about whatever i want.
: D!

-Rem.

27.5

SUPER YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
I JUST GOT My mom TO PRE-ORDER DJ MAX PROTABLE 3.
YESSSSSSS.
._.
but it's released on the 14th.
takes 10-16 days to ship. ._.
so like
I'll get it near november.
but then my mom will be like
"youhastostudynoplayingitforyouniblolz0rz"
._.
so i'll wait to december.
)':

But in the mean time...

PEACE KEEPER.
<33333333

oh and practicing dissidia. : )

-Rem.

27.

YESSS.
FOR ONCE
THIS ENTIRE SCHOOL TERM
I DIDN'T FAIL A TEST!
<3333333.

LOL.
Accounting. xD!

haha.

no peacewalker.
obviously RC isn't very "peaceful" nor do most people walk there.
Maybe I should try lansdowne tomorrow.
):

Peace walker DOES LOOK AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE.
: )

I'm hooked on watching IGN's reviews LOL.
-fail-

OH AND I FAILED MY psaT PRACTICE.

16/18 on math.
Q-Q

someone slap some sense back to me.

-Rem.

2526.

haha.
peace keeper.
seems much more.
interesting now.
xD
Portable 3 isn't very...
how should i put this...
very...
tempting.

with only 6000 real umd copies,
with 1000 of them being limited edition sets.
and with it being only sold from websites...
my chances of getting one
are close to 0.
._.

I guess that makes me.
a patriot.
/mgs reference.

Now to spend my days...
playing nakedsnake.
haha.

some much epicness
in a game.

-Rem

2324

haha.
I'm at the office. : )

Andddd....
give me 3 hours and I'll be home too.
: )

And no, it doesn't take me 3 hours to get home LOL.

-Rem.

22

Oct14th.
<3

if only the 13th wasn't psat.

-Rem.

2021

ugh.
pro
cra
sti
nat
ion.
; )

Since the prefix is "pro"
...
doesn't that mean that crastination
means like...do not work?
So it's like
good at not working?
xD

emily please theres nothing wrong with the way I light up when you're around.
do anything you want but don't leave me out.
: D!

Artist vs Poet is amazing.
Just like you. ; )

-Rem.

18.19.

yay. awsi GET.
I mean.
...
=Ddaa.
LOL.

so uhm yeah.
IS.
FRENCH.
SCIENCE.
ENGLISH.
...
fuck.
._.

Is it fit on 8.5x11 paper, or on it?

-Rem.

one7.

Funny.
horoscope says to assume that all straightforward things aren't actually as straightforward as you think.
._.
I guess it's right.

Anddd.

mr.manhas, ysomuchw.
):

-Rem.

onefive, onesix.

._.
yesterday was collab.
today was walk about.

more like slave about.
*#(@.
It created the worst experience at math class after.
>->

Someone i haven't seen in a while, and actually wanted to talk to was at math class today.
and I uhm
became a zombie and literally just said
"oh...ah...i see. okay..."
to like everything.
until i formed a sentence
"oh thats because...i don't know"
._.
then it was just awkward
and class started.

oh and fucking grade12 math is hard as bricks dude.
I don't get a single thing.
...
I am so fucked for the test.
damn.
._.

and now...
i'm just a zombie...trying to find a peace of mind.
...
lolbsinasentence.

-rem.

kawaii-ne!

I think is spelled that wrong.
but.
bite me. :)

but this is cute.

A few months ago, I was hungry during class, so I said to my friend "I'm hungry! Go make me a sammich, woman!" and she would say "make your own sammich!" So on the last day of school, I told her to make me a sammich again. She told me she would make me one over the summer and mail it to me. Today, I recieved a sandwich in the mail from her. It was shaped like a heart. MLIA

average people... D:
I must have a below average life LOL.

13-14.

happy birthday gavin.
not IS gavin, but SY9 gavin.
: )

and just to remind myself.

Today, my friend laughed. A boy from the country Cyprus (near Turkey and Greece) said "Gabe, your smile voice is perfect." I will never call it a laugh again. MLIA

<3.

-Rem.

mlia

since when did mlia become my life is awesome?
._.
Today, a girl came up to my friend and said "So does your girl friend eat chinese food all the time... seeing as she's asian?" He then responded with "Do you eat dog food, because your a bitch?" I nearly died laughing. MLIA

Today, My girlfriend told me she loved me. I tried to be romantic and tell her "I've loved you for 10 months- Known it for 8- and been able to love you completly as mine for 6 months." We where 5 centimeters away from kissing when I relized my roomate was watching us with a bowl of popcorn leaning into us and whispering to himself- "here it comes...." MLIA

Today, I went over to my boyfriends house to go on a date. When I got there, he had a bunch of new coloring books with a giant box of crayons in a massive fort in his living room. As soon as I sat down he brought out dinasour shaped nuggets. On the plate was a twisty tie, so I picked it up and put it on my finger since it looked like a ring. He proposed. MLIA.

Today I discovered something very sad. Being British, I have no idea what either a snuggie or a nerf gun is, have never been to Dairy Queen or Wal-Mart and have never even eaten a taco. I feel as if I have been deprived of something. MLIA

Yesterday i bought a swiffer. My old mop did not bring me flowers and sing baby come back. MLIA

Today, I woke up and realized in my dream, I had explained in great detail the plot of Finding Nemo to Barack Obama. MLIA

Yesterday i found the most rebellious city of all time. Unalaska, Alaska. MLIA

Today my beautiful, blonde, 16 year-old cousin was complaining about the way she looked. Frustrated, I said to her, "Do you know how many people would kill for blonde hair and blue eyes?" My boyfriend was sitting on the bed next to me. He nodded and said, "Hitler."

Today, I went to Starbucks after work. Sitting at the table next to me was a guy in my senior study group, but, strangely, he was dressed in a black suit with sun glasses on. It was a perfect setting; I was wearing black tights, a high-waisted black skirt, and a black blouse with sunglasses on. All I had to do was work up the nerve to walk over. I managed to walk over to his table after I finished my cappuccino. I sat down accross from him and, looking around with false uncertainty, said out of the corner of my mouth, "It's okay; I'm in the FBI, too." He took off his sunglasses and, squinting, said, "Agent Hansen? They stationed you here, too?" Guess who has plans at the movies next Saturday? Mission accomplished. MLIA

Today, I spent 10 minutes looking for the bathroom in a Sherlock Holmes themed restaurant. Why? Because the door was disguised as a bookshelf that opened into a secret passage to the restroom. MLIA

My name is Ginny, I have red hair. There is a new kid in my class named harry, with black hair and glasses, he just asked me out. my life is complete. MLIA


I just saw a facebook status that said "just noticed that whenever a fly lands somewhere, it rubs its hands togeather like an evil villan". I suddenly feel a strong urge to protect the world from the evil flies. Anyone wanna join me? MLIA

last week, i was eatting a pack of skittles when i realized you cant taste the rainbow unless there is a blue skittle. so i wrote to the company. they replied with a job application. MLIA.

Today while i was at the library trying to pick out a book, a little girl and her father quietly narrated everything i did. MLIA

Today I realized that Edward isn't a vampire. He sparkles and lives in the forest. He's obviously a fairy. MLIA

SRSLY.
THOSE ARE AWESOME LIVES DUDE!

camp.

day1.
fffu.
I hated waking up at damned 4:30.
._.
Truth be told my alarm was set to 4, so I would have time to just lay there and get used to being awake.
But OBVIOUSLY life doesn't work like that.
And god decides that I get to sleep through my alarm and wake up at 4:45.
Like FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! SRSLY?! 4:45?! I NEED TO GET ALL MY SHIT IN THE CAR, WAKE UP AND EAT IN 15 MINUTES? NO DUDE. NO.
It takes me like 15 minutes to actually wake up.
Then another 3 hours to be fully awake and be able to like notice things.
So like yeah.
I didn't like that.
Though I probably shouldn't have slept in the first place considering my "under 4 don't sleep" rule. I got 3hours. And whose fault was it that I had to sleep hmm? -glare-
Obviously the person that was SUPPOSEDLY going to be awake all night...totally didn't do what they initially stated, thus leaving me alone on the interwebs.
>_>

Got there at like 5:25, found my "group" and stuck around for a bit. Apparently Cory didn't get enough sleep either and was literally sleeping on his bag...wearing a dark black jacket covering almost everything but his eyes.

...I totally thought he was a bag, and was about to kick it aside since it was in my way. THANK GOD I DIDN'T DO THAT. :D

Bus 3. Yay for being a loner! Other than Eugene, I had no one to talk to. So obviously Eugene became my morning sacrificial wake up victim. But...it was interesting. I didn't think I could really talk much, let alone hold up a conversation at like 6 in the morning. But I did, and I'm damn not proud of it.

There was a rainbow. There was another one that I didn't see...or really care for, for that matter.

Ferry. OBVIOUSLY PEOPLE DON'T CARE FOR THE CRAZY KID WAVING AT A GOOD 100 PRE-IBERS THROUGH THE FERRY'S WINDOW. HUMPF. WELL I DON'T CARE FOR YOU EITHER 100 PRE-IBERS THAT I CAN'T REALLY ALL NAME OR RECOGNIZE.

Well. Someone did give me a funny look. HEY. IF I WAS CRAZY, THEN YOU ARE WORSE, YO.

Gah. The circle mingle thingy was the lamest thing there was. Geez. Can you take longer to do something?

And the clans. OH GOD THE CLANS. FFFFUUUU. Could you at least have given me someone to talk to for god sakes? I'm like the loner there. I had to pair up with the grade 12 girl, whom I thought was grade 10.

Obviously mistaking someone thats grade 12 for something thats 2 years lower isn't a good thing. And obviously the question I had asked probably wasn't the best one. "Did you transfer here this year?"
"No, I've always been here. I'm grade 12."
"...Oh. No wonder."
LOLFAIL. @_@

After that, canoeing was weird. ._. Michaela.. or how ever you spell the name. That name is hard as hell to spell. PRONOUCED AS ME-KAY-LA. Like the girl from Fire Emblem. Thats the only reason I remembered her name LOL.

I don't really remember what else happened between the canoeing to lunch. Which means it was uninteresting. But it was probably something like the introduction to the conch.

Anyways, lunch was hamburgers. Table 8 with (ZOMGNAMETEST) Grade12 person, other people who got kicked out after this, andy, wayne, hanchen, elena, emily, and angela.

Well, afterwords we had gap.
Go.
And.
Play
or whatever starts with P.

I vividly remember them having baddy raquets. Guess they broke.
Or they just don't like them.

Something similar about camp, the fence in the tennis court is still low. Basketballs, tennis balls, and everything else can all go past it and land in the forest. ._.

Then we had some hiking.
Don't remember much about it. Or am I getting confused with another hike? Anyways, they were all the same boring stuff. >_>

Cabin!
I knew most of the people, just don't really talk to them. I guess it's a perfect chance to start?

Well obvoiusly that doesn't work out well. >_>
Some asshole obviuosly has to take my stuff and move it.
WELL I'M SORRY I CAME BEFORE YOU BY LIKE 20 MINUTES AND THE BED BY THE WINDOW THAT YOU WANT SO MUCH THAT YOU DON'T EVEN ASK ME EVEN THOUGH I'M LIKE JUST BESIDE THE BED.
fucking hell.

timeskipskipskipskip.

I don't remember what the afternoon activities were. nothing exciting to say the least.

SLEEP!
Cabin mates.
Argh.
If Patrick reads this then.
lolimsodead. ._.
Everything about tenzen stays in the cabin... but not about yi LOL.

Though everything about tenzien is already out...so...yeah.

Uhm...first night they just talked about girls.
By them I mean tenzien, yi and joseph, with the occasional words from the rest of us.
Names brought up were yomi, zoey, megan and michaela.
Tenzien wants to get with michaela, and is planning to run for student council just for that.
Guy goes quite far for her LOL.
Even though he has been already rejected before he said anything. : )
go patrick LOL.

Yi said that Christian was attractive.
._.

day2.

Boring. Morning activities were like...solitude (YES), polar dipping, hike, low ropes, beach walk, tracking and activities.
Even though beachwalk and solitude seems much more interesting...peer pressure dictates I go to tracking.
Fun.

Learned absolutely nothing i didn't already know. Kinda boring to be honest.

Lunch!

Oh wait, take a few steps back, breakfast was...waffle and...sausage I think.

Back to lunch. it was global lunch. Poor wayne couldn't join us LOL. So like yeah. Apparently we were part of the 20%! And it was very..very..weird to say the least.

The thoughts were like "holyshit i'm so going to get punished for the good luck here after this. @_@"
and then it was like.
"HOLYSHIT MY FRIENDS WILL LIKE MURDER MEEEE"

But eventually it calmed and finished lunch.

Afternoon was a hike.
..
again.

Ropes are lame.
SRSLY LAMEEEE.

During the hike I found more and more occasions that Yi and mightyspruce(LOL) were flirting with micheala. found it kind of funny really. Apparently, she did too LOL.
Poor guys.
And tenzien hasn't even started flirting LOL.

Then afternoon activities.
Canoeing!
Eh.
No polar dipping for me since we'd have to like...have a change of clothes...and not get a shower or change until after dinner.
And still there wouldn't be time to shower.
argh.
LAME!

Dinner was spaghetti. Ew. It was horrible.
But i was hungry, and so was wayne soo...
MOARMOARMOARMOAMROAMROAMROAMROARM.

poor william, he hate salted and sanded wet bread. =\

Campfire...again!
Oh that reminds me. We had a campfire on day1 too. : ) It just wasn't as interesting.
day2 was because of the acting, the grade12 story thing, and THE RED BIKE SONGGGG!

Just me and my bike
Just me and my bike
Just me and my red shiny hand-me-down bike
Pedaling into the next life.
Leaving my sorrows behind...

: )

And sleeping time.
Only that was delayed until 1am for me. ._.
groupie was talking again.
oh yeah.
and yi got *peanut butter* rushed.
Pretty funny. : D!

Same topic of discussion. Girls. >_>
only there was
"I didn't say he was attractive, I said he was fucking hot." LOL
^about christian. By yi. LOLOLOL.
Tenzien's goal is to get with every girl in grade 10. Watch out lol.
And obviously patrick's goal here is to *apple sauce* block him for the rest of his grade 12 year LOL.

And yi wants to *Jellyfish* a horse too now. ._.

Note the *randomwordhere* is a censor-ing device. :D!

well yeah.
next day.
*PPPPPPPPPPPOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*. The inspectors didn't come even after we sang like 5/6 different songs! But he comes after like 3 lines of Baby. LAMEEEEEEEEEE!

Did anyone realize the drapes were the exact same ones we used for the garbage thing?
ew. ._.

Less is more.
less food.
more work.
Great motto. >_>

ferry back.
heard rumours!
bought fries.
had most of them stolen -COUGHLOLCOUGH-
had them spilled. -COUGH):
Came home.
and like.
put off showering for like 2-3 hours.
then finaly showered. ._.
Not for tooo long.
only 40 minutes. which compared to your 2hours is pretty damned short. :D!

lolendcamp.

totally don't want to type moar. @_@

cheer up...yo. LOL

Now...
whats
up
next
...
YO?
LOL.

11+12?

: D
no.
i'm lazy.
and need to type up
lots of shit.

But i'll do this:
lolololol.

-Rem.

day8,9,10.

camp.
camp.
camp.

Yay.

spoils were 3 bug bites and dirty clothes.
fun.

nosrsly.
fun.

Makes me want to go to IB just for IB year 1's retreat LOL.

nosrsly.
I do.

less is more!
less food
for more work.
yum.

: O

and lolwut.
surprises sure are surprising.
...
LOL
i sound stupid.
"Thats a rocky rock formation!"
^truequote.

Just me and my bike, just me and my bike. Just me and red shiny hand-me-down bike. Pedaling into the next life, leaving my sorrows behind...

And now I have realized.
Truly realized.
That everyone's life
has shit going on in it.
Took me a while.
But damn was it some mind blowing stuff.
Maybe mind blowing enough to like...
Justify my lack of preparation for my Chinese test.

now I have to study for Chinese.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
class at 1.
probably leaving at like
12:15.
NEED TO MEMORIZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

...
and probably stop wondering what the answer is.
._.

questions.
pffft.

-Rem.

day7.

Yay camp tmr at 5:30.
AD:ASKDHAKSJDhasd.
I DON'T GET TO SLEEP?!
WHAT IS THIS MADNESSSSSSSS!

I'm totally
not
going to enjoy
waking up at
4:30.
fux.
._.

And kyle?
Sorry, but your friend is a total ass.
Ignorant. And obviously judging. >_>
Even though his idea was to be "open minded", he isn't at all.
I'm just asking if there is anything else, because OBVIOUSLY that was only a sentence fragment. Then he bitches at me. >_>
I mean seriously! U#$*W#! DON'T GET JUDGEMENTAL ON BE BITCH. I CAN TOTALLY OUT DO YOU IN THAT SECTION.
Narcissist bastard. >_>


-Rem.

day6.

gah.
english journal.
bite me.
._.

-Rem.

tumbled into the spring.

Tumblr!
Formspring!

day5

ohyayimadeanothernametag!

And I finished packing.
...
daypack excluded.
I've got a huge bag.
BUT THE STUFF BARELY FITS!
IT"S LIKE
HOLYSHIT COULD YOU POSSIBLY BRING MORE SHIT THAN THIS?!
4 PAIRS OF SHOES.
WTFUX!
5 SHIRTS. FOR 3 DAYS?
5 socks. ._.
I mean like.
srsly?

._.

I should finish up the colouring.
The new name tag
TOTALLY DOESN'T LOOK LIKE WHAT I INVISIONED IT TO BE!
i totally need more time for this stuff dude.
It'll take me like a god damned 4-5 hours for a name tag.
>_>

and.
Heres another way to get my heart.
9.(BONUS) Get me that super smexy artist case thing.
I MEAN SRSLY!
IT HAS A STAND.
36 ACRYLIC!
36 OIL!
36 WATER COLOUR!
48 PASTEL!
6 PENCILS>
SHARPENER (totally useless btw)
WATERCOLOUR PENCILS! THATS HAWTTTTT.
PENCIL CRAYONS!
AND
PROBABLY A BOOK OF PAPER WHICH YOU CAN DRAW IN!
...
probably.
all for over 100 dollars.
...
fux.
@_@
BUT TOTALLY WORTH IT DUDE!
EACH PAINT TUBE (4-5mL) IS LIKE OVER A DOLLAR!
THATS CRAZY EXPENSIVE!


art sure costs a lot for a hobby. @_@
Almost as much as gunpla.
But that takes more.
WAYYY more.
just less time.
and TIME IS MONEY!
so
maybe art is more expensive.
...
maybe

sidenote, i totally just read a tumblr post about someone who did something I would've totally done.
@_@
I swear if it happens to me like....
this year.
I'll go fuxing crazy.
Because.
unlike that guy
Theres no second chance.



-Rem.

day4

fffffffffuuuuuuuuuu.
What I'd give to have my internet not be a bitch.
._.

BUT COMPUTER BACK YAY.
Chinese school boo.
._.

so it equals out.
HOMEWORK DUE BOO
PSAT BOO
FORGOT TO GET ACCOUNTING TEAcHER TO SIGN FIELD TRIP FORM BOOOOOOOOOOO.
._.

so negative weekend!
BOOO.


...
FACASJdhaksdjCKKKKKKKKKK!
Computer is weird.
Corbel (supersmexyfont) looks like weird block like thingys.
Word doesn't work...(like the words don't show up.)
Speakers don't work.
._.
FASDKJASLDA.

ihu computer.

-rem.

day3.

Orals weren't as bad as I thought they would be. : D

Have science, and english to do. greatttt.

didn't remember i had somewhere to go at 6 today so it's like "waitwutihavetogosomewhereat6?!"

Mr.Manhas just talked about career prep ALL CLASS LONG.
last 10 minutes were like...
"ohyeahcopythislol."

@-@.
COMPUTER IS ALMOST FIXED YESSSSSSS. I AM SAVED!
8D
now i can basically redo my name tag from last year.
...
or just bring in last years.
xD!

Someone please tell me that ms.bains won't notice the fold marks that are all over the place that indicates it has been used before. ._.

-Rem!

day2.

rage. blogspot didn't save my draft. ):

oh well. What do you do?
nothing.

so uh.
I don't remember what i was typing about again...

Maybe how i'm procrastinating already?


Oh yeah. That was definitely somethign i typed.

Oh and pre-ib camp.
._.
IHU!

Preparing all that crap is crazy hard. RAINPROOF JACKET?! I HAVE NONE. WTFUXXXXXXX.

And apparently all the ones at the outlets shucks.

Time to attempted typing in code. LOL

tyuhvbn tgvbn tgvbnjuy tgbhu uytgvbnh rgyv tgvbnjuy tgvbnju rfvrtygn rfvbnhyt ytrfghnbv ytrfvbng : D

lololol.
If someone finds out what that says...
Kudos to you.
And then we'd have to "talk".
and you'd just "disappear" afterwards. : )

Sincerly...
iajhiydhgaskjhdgaks

-rem.

School...1?

I guess it should be day 1 of school.
Considering the first "first" day didn't really count.
But it should.
SHOULD.
so.
well.
yeah.
suck it.

uhm.
The only class i have with people that i know more than just "oh they've been in my class." is like...planning. ._.
Sadly to say, if i change math11 with 11e, planning will be the course that gets swapped. ._.
sad right?

Accounting...
gah.
@#!*@&#(!&@#.
It's like.
listenlistenlistenlistenlistenlisten.
then
"ohlolclassisgoingtoendhavefunbye."
._.

Lame ikr?

so uhm yeah.
computer still down.
using miniture laptop. ._.

NOTE TO SELF!
Only download things into a spare USB.
Therefore if you download a virus...
you don't get fk'd like this.
._.

unless it's an installer for a game/program that is over like 500MB. ._.
then you just don't download it.
until summer.
:O

...oral on friday.
e.
f.
f.
._.

no comment on lunch.
NON.
KAY.
STFU.
...
kay faraday.
see what i did thar? :" D

-Rem.

Summer81.

Eh. Summer's almost over y'all.
._.
WHAT HAVE I ACCOMPLISHED OVER THE SUMMER?
AWSI!
oh wait.
i failed.
._.
So in total.
I accomplished nothing!
level 72 db doesn't count.
math10 doesn't count because i could pass without trying... ._.
Which i did.


So uhm.
yeah.
Retest before the 27th.
fuck. ._.

gah.

baddy w/ sean/alex/whoeverwasthere today.
Oh god, i suck.
1 month w/o baddy = that?
Holy crap. @_@
Jeans don't help either.
First time I'll say it.
Wearing jeans...isn't smart.
Maybe i should bring shorts next time. ._.
But it'll be cold. >_>

Eh.
g2g
bye.
._.

-Rem.

summer74.

Just the way you are.

failed.
awsi.

need to take a stroke re-test.
fucking great, is it not?

Within one month (sept 27th), i need to get my strokes perfect, or I have to re fucking take awsi again.
fuck.

>_>

fuckno.

i can't even be fucked to go get OSSS coins on maple.
>_>
i'm just sitting here.
raging at the damned ipod version of maple.
& singing to Just the way you are.

Which makes me somewhat happy.
: )

-Rem.

summer73.

awsi evaluation tomorrow.
"incomplete" is certain.
Butterfly - total fail.
Sidestroke - SCISSOR KICK, NOT BENT OUT WHIP KICK!
Breaststroke - WHIP KICK! NOT SOME FROG KICK WHIP THINGY.
Front crawl - Arms above head.
Back crawl - Belly up, bend arm and push when in water.
Elementary Backstroke - WHIP KICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

okay.
yeah.
awsi is hell.
fucking ten times worse than bronze cross/medallion.
and apparently
harder than NLS/NLS waterpark as well.
>_>

Need to start reading hunger games.
and getting coins on maple.
>_>


and...
dedication tiam! : D

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

^totally not dedicated at you. ; )

Still need to talk.

And sean,
If you had awsi
finish at like 1pm.
get home at 1:30,
lunch til 2.
just to get on the skytrain to van.
baddy til 5:45,
and swim.
you'd be fucking god man.
Thats some crazy endurance you'd have.

-Rem.

summer72

first post since awsi.
I've gotta tell you.
teaching kids.
is fuxing hard.
>_>

appraently,
everyone in my awsi class thinks i'm like grade 11/12
they're like
do you know ____ in grade 11/12 from churchill?
i'm like.
"wtf? no. I'm only in grade 10?
then it's like
WTFUX YOU LIE!
...
wait srsly?

=.=

i'm semi death.
the water got deep into my ears and did some stuf and now i have like lots of clogged up ear wax.
fux.

dude, i can barely hear from my left ear.
>_>
totally going to fail lessons now.

-Rem.

summer68.

lol...
Vikerola's are AMAZING exp.
2k per kill.
Better than stormbreaks.
Which are better than windraiders.
so
VIKES>WINDRAIDERS.
Better than jesters too.
just that.
they
hit
so
high,
>_>

and low spawns.
compared to WR/breakers/jesters.
but
I get fast % there.
died from lag.
twice.
today.
annoyed.

andshedoesnttalktome.)';

early morning classes tmr. >_>

And nexon, gj on "fixing" your event.
Surprise maintenance everybody.
Surprise.

-Rem.

summer67.

The new lights music video is amazing btw. :)

Yay for crash. >_>
Nexon has go to get it's shit together.

http://trololololololololololo.com/

: )

"Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?"

Props to anyone who can do a follow up.

and trinity is cute.
/nopedo. )':

suddenly, I don't want a saito anymore, but a dLite. D:
It's hawt. <3

Just like you. ; )

trolololol.

And Surprisingly, I'm getting back into competitive pokemon. >_>
^Message to you Adri. :) /notobviouschallenge.


http://members.iinet.net.au/~pontipak/redsquare.html
^ Old game. Still fun. <3

http://www.gamingdelight.com/games/red.php
^Another one.

ADRI, I CHALLENGE YOUUUU!

-Rem.

summer66.

10%.
Yay.
>_>
I'm such a lazy bastard. Even though that 100 mask is extended for 2 weeks...
1 week = swimming
remaining time = don't want to grind, crap damage is very saddening
and to make matters worse, i go suspended on basil.
For the first time in 2-3 years.
)':

Lost my 2year suspension free medal. Damn.

>_>
tiem to quit maple for 2 years and get it back again. :D!

"Say it again, for me. 'Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm the only one that blows your mind. Saying again for me, 'cause the whole world stops and listens when you tell me you're in love! Say it again."

And the quote that got me suspended.
was 2 words.
yeah.
2
fucking.
words.
);

"Max meso"
=
BAN!
I thought there was suppose to be a post-has-to-exqual-10-char-and-up. >_>

-Rem.

summer65.

boredom.
I just listened to 99 red balloons.
99 times.
; )
ch'yeah.

You can too!

^All english version


^With one verse of german.

ikr. GERMAN. @_@

But the guitar is awesome. ; )

3 years down, how much longer?

-Rem.

summer64.

for the first time in my life.
I'm actually.
Very.
very.
mad.

And.
Even more.
Is that I'm mad.
at someone.
I don't hate at all.

Truth is.
I don't hate them.
not even close.
Actually.
It's probably the exact opposite.
>_>

I've never felt rage.
and wanting
at once.

geh.

on teh bright side.
Blade lord.
: D!

and on the EVEN brighter side.
2 more weeks for 100!

B> power leveler. @_@

summer58.

is it wrong if i bot for 4 hours and get pwn'd 'cause i didn't stalk up enough hp pots?
gah.
3 levels only.
Would've made four.
If I hadn't lost (76*4)% from the fails.
._.

Oh well
3 levels while sleeping
is awesome.
TIME TO TRY HARDMODEEEEE
and then hell
and hope for a immortal belt.
<3

Okay.
I don't really like her 'nymore.
And I'm back at my first event.
greattttt.
._.
Someone please shoot me.

Hey..
What you be doing with that pistol there.
oh shit.
NONONONONONO.
WAIT WAIT WAIT.
PAUSE.
STOP
EJECT?
...
okaynvm.
Only SHOOT me.
if
it can solve my brain problems.
...
and no,
putting a nice round .49mm hole in my head isn't a cure.

-Rem.

summer57.

YES.
LEVEL 50.
<3333
I love dual blades.
so fun. <3

I got my maskkk!
Now to get the level 70 one.
:3
Now i just need hax leveling.
or
...
hax
LOL
jk.
hax are for noobs.

anyways.
: D
in the past 4 days
I've made 2 GREAT ms friends. : )
and 1 nice one.
and 3 of william's characters.
._."

oh and
just for the record:
i've decided now! I will stand firm by my decision, until asked to prove it. great. =\ and i don't want to say anything to either parties 'cause it'll hurt. Q-Q

i fail at deciding. )':

so like
PROVNCIALS TMR
ZOMG NO BORING. D:
inorite.
so boringggg.
)':

kthxbyeeee.

-Rem.

summer56

yay.
leveled 4 times today.
I have to either make it to 55 REALLY FAST.
or
70
REALLY FAST.
I'm aiming high this time.
70.
Time to get another 3rd job.
and hope theres no rollback.
._.

-Rem.

summer54/55

yay.
friday was pratcie provincal.
easy shit 'yo.
my mark is like 86.1%.
scarping an A.
too close for comfort.
I might actually
review stuff on monday
to make sure that test
is damned well over 95%.

today.
PyPQ is 68k exp for 15 minutes.
thats like
lovely.
264k an hour.
close to a level per hour.
WAY better than cpq.
level 44 now btw.
at like
30%.
: D
i will level after an hour of PyPQ
and then I will proceed to 2x for 30min at truckers.
to test damage.
: D

...
i'm becoming such a maple hore LOL

-Rem.

summer53.

...
two words.
holy.
shit.

bwoo, i don't care if it's a chick book.
that was the
best
damned
"chick"
book
i've
ever read
.

though i've only read one.

-Rem.

summer51/52.

yay.
one day at the office.

new car.
x5.
bmw.
black
suv.
expensive.
hawt.


second day at home
maple
farm
50%
scroll
pot burn
truckers.
43.
2%.
grind.
._.

okay
i'm getting side tracked with maple.
sorry.

-Rem.

summer50.

boring.
maplestory'd.
2x for 30 minutes.
=
100%
=
lvl34.
grinding quests
=
150%
=
35.
chain quests at kerning center
=
37.
cpq for 1.5 hours
=
39
+
79%.
i'll be 40 by tuesday. :D
time to try PyPQ.
: )

Oh and thanks to jessica did i realize i failed my number.
That this was 50 and not 48.
LOL.
: D
dualblades.
addictive.
; )

-Rem.

summer48+49.

boredom.
nice sub teacher.

she lets play cards.

; )

bored.

;o

bored.

-Rem.

summer46+47

day17/18.
-miss you.
-come back soon~!

"Here is this girl I love and cannot follow. I hope this is the hero’s errand, because not following her is the hardest thing I’ve ever done."

one quote.
and it's all
out.

I love you...
...
...
...
...
...Paper towns
xD

see you in 3years?

-Rem.

summer45.

2days.
my mom says she doesn't like her.
'cause she bad mouths her mom,
yet clings to her like crap.
something about her being so childish at this age.
not realizing parents work hard for you.
._.

at least i'm not caught doing that yet.
xD

please note
"yet"

sighhh.

time goes by in a flash~!

-Rem.

summer43+44

They leave in 3 days.
But the leave on thursday morning at like 6.
so yeah.
not really 3 days.
more like 2.
2 days to make it work.
1 day at home
one not.
gahhhhh.
life is complex. ._.

-Rem.

summerblog41+42

road trip.no road kill.
time to leave now. byeeee.

summer40.

discovered that the second floor actually has a web cam.it's like a stalkers dream LOL?

okay
i think i'm high
so i'll be away
doing
"things"
for now.
: )

-Rem.

summmer39.

celebration of lights.
tired
sleepy
sleeping.
\


-Rem.

summer38

yay
being forced out to the library after being told that she doesn't want to go to the library.
great.
._.

okay
i've learned something from rereading manga w/ romance in them.
you need to be able to abuse the
"ask completely general question about person whom the victim is suppose to like"
if they say anything about not liking them
be like
"i didn't ask if you liked him/her or not."
; )

which proves they think about them a lot!
which means
they just screwed up big time LOL

"Now that I think about it, it's been a few days since Shun has come over hasn't he?"
"I'M NOT INTERESTED IN GUYS LIKE HIM!"
"I didn't ask if you were interested in him."

LOL.
PRO'D.

dance hall drugs.

: )

-Rem.

summer37.

lunch outside.
yay.
stanley park.
yay.
ninja picture taking.
yay.
angry girl.
yay.
chase'd w/ camera.
yay.
stalker through side mirror.
yay.
home'd.
yay.
outside.
yay.
6/7 laps around oval.
yay.
bike'd
yay.
annoyed girl.
yay.
closed computer
yay.
opened computer.
yay.
tampered computer.
yay.
sleeping and sitting through a math class.
boo.
seeing her annoyed again.
yay.

LOL.

i feel heartless.
; )

butitslikeflirting?dunnoLOL.

-Rem.

summer36.

typical saturday.
nothing actually happened.
._.
other than...
wewastedlike5/6hoursplusatsomestrangershousebecausewerestupidlikethat.
._.

Mixed white/asian.
ew.
D:

not as pretty as you.
; )
LOL.

so yeah.
They were suppose to go to Victoria tmr, but cancelled it because someone else couldn't go.
fail right?

just go by yourselves.
it's not like anyone would rhape you on the ferry.
>->
paranoid bastards.

-Rem.

summer35.

baddy.
fun.
just me + sean.
and steven
and
jeff.
fun.
._.

showered at office.
the shower there is like
prehistoric
it's impossible to figure out.
._.
Left for some party at my dad's friends house at 6.
Left at 11:07~
Got to office at like
11:50.
Left office at
11:57
Got home at 12:10

They're both asleep.
And i don't think they'll be waking anytime soon.

Gonna sleep now.
I'll take a picture of my clothes.
tmr.
'cause i'm sleepy.

Didn't see you all day. )':

-Rem.

yes.

Don't spend your life with someone you can live without.

Spend it with someone you can't live without.

summer34.

ahhh.

went out for lunch.
weird hm.
it's like
school
bus
train
bus
home
walk
rc
decide
eat
walk
library
borrow
walk
read
now.

: D

yeah.
I had always thought she could read, because if you can reply back in english with the idea that you udnerstand what i'm saying...i expect you to be able to realize that the word chicken means ji. ._.

B-B-B-B-B-BUT!

she didn't bring her glasses.
._.

great.

17.77.
weird hm.
._.

And the drink she wanted.
he drank half of it.
and
tried to dispose of it.
it's glass bottle btw.

i'm just like..
what the hell are you doing.
._.

she carries it for like.
20 more minutes.
than it disappears.
._.

I actually wonder where it is now.

sigh.

well, today was awkward.
eating was awkward LOL.
day6.
another 14 days like this.
I wonder how it'll go.

-Rem.

summer33.

D:

It's like
I'm so close.
and yet so far.
So many chances
yet so little tries.

You make me happy.
: O

And your smile brightens my day.
And i want to make you smile more.

But you shut yourself in.
and place fences
and traps
all around you.

Sigh.

Oh how I wish,
i could be trapped with you.
and not away from you.

-Rem.

summer 32.

okay.
I think
I'm actully.
www.iminlikewithyou.com
._.

gahhhh.

supervising you is hardwork though.
holyyy.

at least.
day3(2 in my notes)
and we're on talking terms.
but you're still the
withdrawn girl from before.
._.

break the shell
please.

i can't pull a miracle in 3 weeks, not even.

._.

At least HOPEFULLY there will be skating tmr.
I hope for it.

-Rem.

summer31

oh god.
._.

i come home
to have to make lunch
and spend 30 minutes walking to the community center.
it takes like
15.
MAX.
._.

the arena was closed.
fail on my part.
._.
and i researched
beforehand.
...
and has 50 dollars in my wallet for fees.
fack.

library.
revistsed the joy of
know a place better than someone else.
i lost her on purpose a few times.
: D
oh
and the joy of reading too
but that wasn't important.
: )

ilu2LOL.
: D

-Rem.

geh

holy shit.
kevin
you are just
the most pitiful person yet.
fuck.

You.
aren't annoying.
just
mysterious.

I'm almost instinctively finding myself thinking about you.
but
i try to deny it with illusions of concernforyou and ihopeyoulearn.
but the truth
i think
i'm falling for your
personality.
._.

someone
please
shoot me now.
or f--kme too. : )
loljk.
please don't.

if the next 19 days are going to be like this.
i hope
these 19 days are full of memories.
that i'll remember
for a while.

-hao.

summer30.

hiphip hurray?
i've hit 30.
one month.
average.
: D

but who cares.
more importantly.
i've got two people sleeping less than 5 meters away from me now, which means if i want to listen to music at 3am.
i need to pull out those gad damned headphoens.
i feel weird talking about people who are showering right now.
._.

lolpeek?
youwish. :D

The Professional is a pretty good book.
...
writen by a professional.
xD

kthxbye.

-Rem.

notastalker

katherine (these notes are obliged by my mom. ._.)
-female. (DURR)
-15. Or is that 14. eh, who cares.
-shy? or just unused to surroundings.
- won't get used to surroundings in 3 weeks. (guess)
-likes chemistry.
-plans to work in pharmacy/be family doctor.(allen)
-apparently is really good at writing.
- likes to write poems
-apparently is able to express herself clearly? (vanessa)
hates main courses.
-by main courses, eg: rice, noodles, etc.
-prefers to eat things with low calories/fat (?)
-After first 2 hours of meeting her, she really likes to lie on the bed ._.
-whereisleep. deargod.
-wants to come to canada to take uni.
-has citizenship
-wants to learn english (?)
-probably likes books (: D)
-is fascinated by our back yard. or just wants fresh air (compared to beijing, canada is too pure)
-obviously smart. stupid chinese students. ._.
-finished textbooks of her grade, before school ends.
-looks at grade10 math txtbook like we're retarded. (we are.) [Not trying to prove alex's is stupid. srsly]

if chinese people have as bad english as i think...
she might not even be grade6.
but if you compare china's english vs canada's chinese.
china wins.
i'm not even grade 2/3 chinese.
thats slightly depressing. <-randombs.

stalker notes will be updated (?)

oh and just to remind myself, there's a "spy store" at burrard and broadway

MUSTGOTHERESOON.

endstalkernotes...?

summer29.

ohyaysuccesstoday+tomorrow.

well, today for iris only.

not that i didn't want to go.
it was just
i needed a good excuse.
for all the little things i needed to do today LOL.

i need to prepare for people sleeping in my house.
which basically means
i need to clean up my room.
._.

which basically is the entire 3rd floor.
double ._.

and portable 3 has no release date.
triple ._.

and i got a psp case,
finally.
it's new.
and it's smexy.
: D

lies.
actually it's ugly LOL
the smexy one was useless.
other than customizing it's looks.
._.

OKAYYY
OFF TO SHOWER.
AND WAKE UP AT 7 ON A SUNDAY.
._.
8hours of volunteering
here i fucking come.
...
don't think wrong.

ohandisawyoutodayatlansdowne.
havefunatirisparty? :D

-Rem.

summer28.

yayyyy.

friday!
=
weekend!
and it also equals
=
badminton!

yay.

._.

sean made me leave the hour at like... 2:35.
i missed my first 401, and then the skytrain. great. ._.
that was a good 20 minutes well spent.

eventually hit the library at 3:05 ish.

sean used my card for a bit.
a bit
meaning
30+ minutes.
if i didn't keep pestering him
we'd be there til the hour was over.
and thank god we didn't.
because badminton starts at 3:45.
and ends at
4:45.
._.

ihu summer.

today was like.
a 1/1000000th chance
of me actually playing well.
well.
only during the beginning
and the end.
LOL.

the middle was.
._.

fail.

0-5 by sean. and then 4-5 by sean.
you can see i'm disappointed LOL.

got home at 6.

got addicted to whiteblue...
AGAIN. LOL.

and also addicted to
Memories of Wind.

yaydjmaxtrilogy.
damn i want that game.
._.
no cracks though.
and defiantly no cfw for 5.50ofw.

ihu sony.

i sure hate a lot of inanimate things, now don't I.
._.

OKAY.
TIME TO SLEEP LOL

-Rem.

summer 27

Yay.
32degrees.
fun.

Cold showers.
fun.

being lectured by mom about how bad I am.
fun.

being compared to "others" when the only "other" person was yuchen.
fun.

typing out embarrassing memories.
fun.

questioning my feelings.
fun.

doing a chapter test for 2 hours~.
fun.

listening to hoe1+2 categorize people
fun.

conclusion:

living life.
not fun in the slightest.


"Am I just thinking too much, or not enough at all?"

-Rem.

summer26

31degreescelsius. greattt.

sigh.
stupid ctf event starts at 6.
lame.
i guess i'll be at tara wine making and the festival all week long.

the new summer premium is ugly. reminds me of some very old clothing we got for last year*COUGHSWIMSUITCOUGH*
stupid nexon, what crap is this.
Theres like, lots of hawt male summer ensembles from kmabi. D:

stop breaking my heart nexon. < /3

but this perm mini seal is good.
though don't think you're off the hook for the ctf event.
i'm going to eat you alive.
and the 150 boxes of crap.
i'm watching you.
): <

someone @ smrschool reminds me of cindy. ._.
lameLOL.

yeshhh.

hore1 and her firend sit beside me now.
tres bon.
/sarcasm.

I'm spending all my time.
loving you. <3

enoughofthatLOL.

if allen saw that, i'd be gg'd right now. D;

parents.
AHHH.
FUCKING HELL.
I KNOW.
BUT.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT BULLSHIT IS COMING OUT OF YOU?
HOLY SHIT.

80% OF THE THINGS YOU TELL ME TO DO.
YOU DON'T EVEN DO.
HOW DO I FOLLOW YOUR ADVICE.
IF YOU DON'T YOURSELF?

LETS COMPARE YOUR SMALL COMPANY TO DELOTTE.
ITS EASY TO COMPARE HMM.
DELOTTE HAS MORE PLACES.
HAS INSURANCE.
LOTS OF MONEY.
LOTS OF PEOPLE.
LOTS OF CUSTOMERS.
AIR CONDITION.
AND NO FUCKING MOTHERS LECTURING YOU OVER BS EVERYDAY.
HOLY SHIT.
...

i have to blame myself tthough.
p>dungeon>B>courage a>nd bravery p>lease nmo.

._.

you're an asshole.
you know that?

-Rem.

summer25.

noteworthy thing of today
"it's so hard to determine how long it is." ._.
oh and theres rose waving like a retard LOL.
: D

math.
is
BORINGGGG.

and it's annoying.
the questions are like the same.
and it's repeated 150000 times.
and they take forever.
._.
they aren't hard.
they're just like
do asdkjasoldkjasldkjas without your calculator.
and i don't like using paper for work.
so
i did mental math.

i think i might just go "mental"
._.

drawwwwinggg!
it's been a while LOL
i need to clean up my paint tray.
i left it at the teachers for 2 months.
fack.

SUCCESS volunteering.
missed orientation 'cause of mom forgetting. ._.

not that it matters LOL

got shirt.
took like.
10 minutes.

stupid sean, 10 minutes of your time
is
NOTHING.
: D

zomgdinnarnao
kthxbye.

-Rem.

summer24

first day of sumemr school.
BORING.
D:

yes.
and now i will proceed
to make wine on mabi.
:3

kthxbye.

-Rem.

summer23

...
YESSSSS
self enchanted r9 handicapping on light melka.
and only spent 50k~ doing it.
YES.

now i just need to sell it for that extra 550k profit.
: D!

MUST GET MOAR GACHAPONS VIA FREE NX LOL.

...
i'm high
and
i
LOVE IT.
<3

-Rem.

summer22

yay.
fiodh duo w/ koumori.
she picked up my powder by accident, and i have to do fiodh again.
._.
but thats okay LOL.
i got 50% from fiodh. not bad.

first peaca run!
lets summarize how it went.
first room = OKAY.
2nd + 3rd = LOLDEATH.
200exp from monster, BUT 1.5k exp PARTICAPTION. haxmang.
i ended up dying like.
10 dies in total.
but i still went from 5% to 81%.
pro hm.

we failed peaca, because red ghosts went suicide bomber, without the suicide. fireballin'. ouch. they don't even need to charge. it's like 1hko if your not above 50% hp.

which i obviously wasn't
so
no title.
just
DEATH LOL.
Q-Q

currently i'm attempting to solo fiodh w/o deaths. goign well!

other than the monster lag.

which i like when i hit orb rooms.
: )

-Rem.

summer21

gah rage.
needed to leave the house at 12:15 for stupid sat testmockrage.
you'd think it last 2 hours MAX.
but it pwns you.
couldn't go badminton.RAGEMOAR.
instead of 2h, it's not 3h either.
it's 3.5h.
and apprantly.
normal sat's
are 4h.
holy.
shit.

i finish the mock.
the english questions are like.
RHAPE.
but then again, vocab was always my worst point in english LOL.
yeah but still.
it's rhape, but RHAPE for me. )':
Theres a difference between those y'know.

btw, for those people who DON'T know about sats..
max score = 2.4k aka 2400 points.
you get EXTRA deductions for unanswered questions...
-they take off 1/4 marks for the questions you got wrong.
so if you got 35/65 on the grammar part, thats 30 questions wrong so...
1/4 of 30 is like. gglol.
your score suddenly plummets to a measly 27.5 LOL.
and they don't count decimals.
or round them up
LOLGG.

my score...
D:
i'msoashamedtoadmit1.7kay. D:
and thats before deductions.
QQ
apprantly...my deduct'd is like -100. D:!

that makes me super sad.
even though rene got 1.5k on sat,
arrows got 1.5k on Psat(easier)

...
okay nvmLOL.

arrowsyounibhowareyousolow! D: <
stupid guild leader.

-Rem.

summer20

canada day!

-not excited about it at all LOL-

finished watching... "mandatory" canada day cermony stuffs at 3:30. Took canadaline(ironic) back. parents were like "RAGEHUNGERYLETSGOOUTTOEAT."
yeah.

they deiced to go to a BUFFET.
at 4.
wtf.
This buffet is special.
it's lunch ends at 3:45.
and dinner starts at 4 LOL.

to be precise, we got there at 3:49.
thats like.
just
LOLTIMEINGFAIL.
D:

after like 5 plates. My dad's like
"i'm starting to get hungry now."
...wtf.

>_>

RAGEQUIT.

ventingoutfeelingsthoughmabinogifireworksinanisolatedplaceandgettingprizesequalsYAY.
: D!

-Rem.

summer19.

so what in the hell am i suppose to do
when everything i here and see reminds me of you.
guess i'll lay down on my bed and wait.

and wait until this love fades away
seasons they change
i'm hurting inside
feels like it's been raining, 40 days and 40 nights.
love fades away
feelings they change
i'm hurting inside
feels like it's been raining 40 days and 40 nights.

; )

You are my thunder.

kthxbye.

-Rem.