summer48+49.

boredom.
nice sub teacher.

she lets play cards.

; )

bored.

;o

bored.

-Rem.

summer46+47

day17/18.
-miss you.
-come back soon~!

"Here is this girl I love and cannot follow. I hope this is the hero’s errand, because not following her is the hardest thing I’ve ever done."

one quote.
and it's all
out.

I love you...
...
...
...
...
...Paper towns
xD

see you in 3years?

-Rem.

summer45.

2days.
my mom says she doesn't like her.
'cause she bad mouths her mom,
yet clings to her like crap.
something about her being so childish at this age.
not realizing parents work hard for you.
._.

at least i'm not caught doing that yet.
xD

please note
"yet"

sighhh.

time goes by in a flash~!

-Rem.

summer43+44

They leave in 3 days.
But the leave on thursday morning at like 6.
so yeah.
not really 3 days.
more like 2.
2 days to make it work.
1 day at home
one not.
gahhhhh.
life is complex. ._.

-Rem.

summerblog41+42

road trip.no road kill.
time to leave now. byeeee.

summer40.

discovered that the second floor actually has a web cam.it's like a stalkers dream LOL?

okay
i think i'm high
so i'll be away
doing
"things"
for now.
: )

-Rem.

summmer39.

celebration of lights.
tired
sleepy
sleeping.
\


-Rem.

summer38

yay
being forced out to the library after being told that she doesn't want to go to the library.
great.
._.

okay
i've learned something from rereading manga w/ romance in them.
you need to be able to abuse the
"ask completely general question about person whom the victim is suppose to like"
if they say anything about not liking them
be like
"i didn't ask if you liked him/her or not."
; )

which proves they think about them a lot!
which means
they just screwed up big time LOL

"Now that I think about it, it's been a few days since Shun has come over hasn't he?"
"I'M NOT INTERESTED IN GUYS LIKE HIM!"
"I didn't ask if you were interested in him."

LOL.
PRO'D.

dance hall drugs.

: )

-Rem.

summer37.

lunch outside.
yay.
stanley park.
yay.
ninja picture taking.
yay.
angry girl.
yay.
chase'd w/ camera.
yay.
stalker through side mirror.
yay.
home'd.
yay.
outside.
yay.
6/7 laps around oval.
yay.
bike'd
yay.
annoyed girl.
yay.
closed computer
yay.
opened computer.
yay.
tampered computer.
yay.
sleeping and sitting through a math class.
boo.
seeing her annoyed again.
yay.

LOL.

i feel heartless.
; )

butitslikeflirting?dunnoLOL.

-Rem.

summer36.

typical saturday.
nothing actually happened.
._.
other than...
wewastedlike5/6hoursplusatsomestrangershousebecausewerestupidlikethat.
._.

Mixed white/asian.
ew.
D:

not as pretty as you.
; )
LOL.

so yeah.
They were suppose to go to Victoria tmr, but cancelled it because someone else couldn't go.
fail right?

just go by yourselves.
it's not like anyone would rhape you on the ferry.
>->
paranoid bastards.

-Rem.

summer35.

baddy.
fun.
just me + sean.
and steven
and
jeff.
fun.
._.

showered at office.
the shower there is like
prehistoric
it's impossible to figure out.
._.
Left for some party at my dad's friends house at 6.
Left at 11:07~
Got to office at like
11:50.
Left office at
11:57
Got home at 12:10

They're both asleep.
And i don't think they'll be waking anytime soon.

Gonna sleep now.
I'll take a picture of my clothes.
tmr.
'cause i'm sleepy.

Didn't see you all day. )':

-Rem.

yes.

Don't spend your life with someone you can live without.

Spend it with someone you can't live without.

summer34.

ahhh.

went out for lunch.
weird hm.
it's like
school
bus
train
bus
home
walk
rc
decide
eat
walk
library
borrow
walk
read
now.

: D

yeah.
I had always thought she could read, because if you can reply back in english with the idea that you udnerstand what i'm saying...i expect you to be able to realize that the word chicken means ji. ._.

B-B-B-B-B-BUT!

she didn't bring her glasses.
._.

great.

17.77.
weird hm.
._.

And the drink she wanted.
he drank half of it.
and
tried to dispose of it.
it's glass bottle btw.

i'm just like..
what the hell are you doing.
._.

she carries it for like.
20 more minutes.
than it disappears.
._.

I actually wonder where it is now.

sigh.

well, today was awkward.
eating was awkward LOL.
day6.
another 14 days like this.
I wonder how it'll go.

-Rem.

summer33.

D:

It's like
I'm so close.
and yet so far.
So many chances
yet so little tries.

You make me happy.
: O

And your smile brightens my day.
And i want to make you smile more.

But you shut yourself in.
and place fences
and traps
all around you.

Sigh.

Oh how I wish,
i could be trapped with you.
and not away from you.

-Rem.

summer 32.

okay.
I think
I'm actully.
www.iminlikewithyou.com
._.

gahhhh.

supervising you is hardwork though.
holyyy.

at least.
day3(2 in my notes)
and we're on talking terms.
but you're still the
withdrawn girl from before.
._.

break the shell
please.

i can't pull a miracle in 3 weeks, not even.

._.

At least HOPEFULLY there will be skating tmr.
I hope for it.

-Rem.

summer31

oh god.
._.

i come home
to have to make lunch
and spend 30 minutes walking to the community center.
it takes like
15.
MAX.
._.

the arena was closed.
fail on my part.
._.
and i researched
beforehand.
...
and has 50 dollars in my wallet for fees.
fack.

library.
revistsed the joy of
know a place better than someone else.
i lost her on purpose a few times.
: D
oh
and the joy of reading too
but that wasn't important.
: )

ilu2LOL.
: D

-Rem.

geh

holy shit.
kevin
you are just
the most pitiful person yet.
fuck.

You.
aren't annoying.
just
mysterious.

I'm almost instinctively finding myself thinking about you.
but
i try to deny it with illusions of concernforyou and ihopeyoulearn.
but the truth
i think
i'm falling for your
personality.
._.

someone
please
shoot me now.
or f--kme too. : )
loljk.
please don't.

if the next 19 days are going to be like this.
i hope
these 19 days are full of memories.
that i'll remember
for a while.

-hao.

summer30.

hiphip hurray?
i've hit 30.
one month.
average.
: D

but who cares.
more importantly.
i've got two people sleeping less than 5 meters away from me now, which means if i want to listen to music at 3am.
i need to pull out those gad damned headphoens.
i feel weird talking about people who are showering right now.
._.

lolpeek?
youwish. :D

The Professional is a pretty good book.
...
writen by a professional.
xD

kthxbye.

-Rem.

notastalker

katherine (these notes are obliged by my mom. ._.)
-female. (DURR)
-15. Or is that 14. eh, who cares.
-shy? or just unused to surroundings.
- won't get used to surroundings in 3 weeks. (guess)
-likes chemistry.
-plans to work in pharmacy/be family doctor.(allen)
-apparently is really good at writing.
- likes to write poems
-apparently is able to express herself clearly? (vanessa)
hates main courses.
-by main courses, eg: rice, noodles, etc.
-prefers to eat things with low calories/fat (?)
-After first 2 hours of meeting her, she really likes to lie on the bed ._.
-whereisleep. deargod.
-wants to come to canada to take uni.
-has citizenship
-wants to learn english (?)
-probably likes books (: D)
-is fascinated by our back yard. or just wants fresh air (compared to beijing, canada is too pure)
-obviously smart. stupid chinese students. ._.
-finished textbooks of her grade, before school ends.
-looks at grade10 math txtbook like we're retarded. (we are.) [Not trying to prove alex's is stupid. srsly]

if chinese people have as bad english as i think...
she might not even be grade6.
but if you compare china's english vs canada's chinese.
china wins.
i'm not even grade 2/3 chinese.
thats slightly depressing. <-randombs.

stalker notes will be updated (?)

oh and just to remind myself, there's a "spy store" at burrard and broadway

MUSTGOTHERESOON.

endstalkernotes...?

summer29.

ohyaysuccesstoday+tomorrow.

well, today for iris only.

not that i didn't want to go.
it was just
i needed a good excuse.
for all the little things i needed to do today LOL.

i need to prepare for people sleeping in my house.
which basically means
i need to clean up my room.
._.

which basically is the entire 3rd floor.
double ._.

and portable 3 has no release date.
triple ._.

and i got a psp case,
finally.
it's new.
and it's smexy.
: D

lies.
actually it's ugly LOL
the smexy one was useless.
other than customizing it's looks.
._.

OKAYYY
OFF TO SHOWER.
AND WAKE UP AT 7 ON A SUNDAY.
._.
8hours of volunteering
here i fucking come.
...
don't think wrong.

ohandisawyoutodayatlansdowne.
havefunatirisparty? :D

-Rem.

summer28.

yayyyy.

friday!
=
weekend!
and it also equals
=
badminton!

yay.

._.

sean made me leave the hour at like... 2:35.
i missed my first 401, and then the skytrain. great. ._.
that was a good 20 minutes well spent.

eventually hit the library at 3:05 ish.

sean used my card for a bit.
a bit
meaning
30+ minutes.
if i didn't keep pestering him
we'd be there til the hour was over.
and thank god we didn't.
because badminton starts at 3:45.
and ends at
4:45.
._.

ihu summer.

today was like.
a 1/1000000th chance
of me actually playing well.
well.
only during the beginning
and the end.
LOL.

the middle was.
._.

fail.

0-5 by sean. and then 4-5 by sean.
you can see i'm disappointed LOL.

got home at 6.

got addicted to whiteblue...
AGAIN. LOL.

and also addicted to
Memories of Wind.

yaydjmaxtrilogy.
damn i want that game.
._.
no cracks though.
and defiantly no cfw for 5.50ofw.

ihu sony.

i sure hate a lot of inanimate things, now don't I.
._.

OKAY.
TIME TO SLEEP LOL

-Rem.

summer 27

Yay.
32degrees.
fun.

Cold showers.
fun.

being lectured by mom about how bad I am.
fun.

being compared to "others" when the only "other" person was yuchen.
fun.

typing out embarrassing memories.
fun.

questioning my feelings.
fun.

doing a chapter test for 2 hours~.
fun.

listening to hoe1+2 categorize people
fun.

conclusion:

living life.
not fun in the slightest.


"Am I just thinking too much, or not enough at all?"

-Rem.

summer26

31degreescelsius. greattt.

sigh.
stupid ctf event starts at 6.
lame.
i guess i'll be at tara wine making and the festival all week long.

the new summer premium is ugly. reminds me of some very old clothing we got for last year*COUGHSWIMSUITCOUGH*
stupid nexon, what crap is this.
Theres like, lots of hawt male summer ensembles from kmabi. D:

stop breaking my heart nexon. < /3

but this perm mini seal is good.
though don't think you're off the hook for the ctf event.
i'm going to eat you alive.
and the 150 boxes of crap.
i'm watching you.
): <

someone @ smrschool reminds me of cindy. ._.
lameLOL.

yeshhh.

hore1 and her firend sit beside me now.
tres bon.
/sarcasm.

I'm spending all my time.
loving you. <3

enoughofthatLOL.

if allen saw that, i'd be gg'd right now. D;

parents.
AHHH.
FUCKING HELL.
I KNOW.
BUT.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT BULLSHIT IS COMING OUT OF YOU?
HOLY SHIT.

80% OF THE THINGS YOU TELL ME TO DO.
YOU DON'T EVEN DO.
HOW DO I FOLLOW YOUR ADVICE.
IF YOU DON'T YOURSELF?

LETS COMPARE YOUR SMALL COMPANY TO DELOTTE.
ITS EASY TO COMPARE HMM.
DELOTTE HAS MORE PLACES.
HAS INSURANCE.
LOTS OF MONEY.
LOTS OF PEOPLE.
LOTS OF CUSTOMERS.
AIR CONDITION.
AND NO FUCKING MOTHERS LECTURING YOU OVER BS EVERYDAY.
HOLY SHIT.
...

i have to blame myself tthough.
p>dungeon>B>courage a>nd bravery p>lease nmo.

._.

you're an asshole.
you know that?

-Rem.

summer25.

noteworthy thing of today
"it's so hard to determine how long it is." ._.
oh and theres rose waving like a retard LOL.
: D

math.
is
BORINGGGG.

and it's annoying.
the questions are like the same.
and it's repeated 150000 times.
and they take forever.
._.
they aren't hard.
they're just like
do asdkjasoldkjasldkjas without your calculator.
and i don't like using paper for work.
so
i did mental math.

i think i might just go "mental"
._.

drawwwwinggg!
it's been a while LOL
i need to clean up my paint tray.
i left it at the teachers for 2 months.
fack.

SUCCESS volunteering.
missed orientation 'cause of mom forgetting. ._.

not that it matters LOL

got shirt.
took like.
10 minutes.

stupid sean, 10 minutes of your time
is
NOTHING.
: D

zomgdinnarnao
kthxbye.

-Rem.

summer24

first day of sumemr school.
BORING.
D:

yes.
and now i will proceed
to make wine on mabi.
:3

kthxbye.

-Rem.

summer23

...
YESSSSS
self enchanted r9 handicapping on light melka.
and only spent 50k~ doing it.
YES.

now i just need to sell it for that extra 550k profit.
: D!

MUST GET MOAR GACHAPONS VIA FREE NX LOL.

...
i'm high
and
i
LOVE IT.
<3

-Rem.

summer22

yay.
fiodh duo w/ koumori.
she picked up my powder by accident, and i have to do fiodh again.
._.
but thats okay LOL.
i got 50% from fiodh. not bad.

first peaca run!
lets summarize how it went.
first room = OKAY.
2nd + 3rd = LOLDEATH.
200exp from monster, BUT 1.5k exp PARTICAPTION. haxmang.
i ended up dying like.
10 dies in total.
but i still went from 5% to 81%.
pro hm.

we failed peaca, because red ghosts went suicide bomber, without the suicide. fireballin'. ouch. they don't even need to charge. it's like 1hko if your not above 50% hp.

which i obviously wasn't
so
no title.
just
DEATH LOL.
Q-Q

currently i'm attempting to solo fiodh w/o deaths. goign well!

other than the monster lag.

which i like when i hit orb rooms.
: )

-Rem.

summer21

gah rage.
needed to leave the house at 12:15 for stupid sat testmockrage.
you'd think it last 2 hours MAX.
but it pwns you.
couldn't go badminton.RAGEMOAR.
instead of 2h, it's not 3h either.
it's 3.5h.
and apprantly.
normal sat's
are 4h.
holy.
shit.

i finish the mock.
the english questions are like.
RHAPE.
but then again, vocab was always my worst point in english LOL.
yeah but still.
it's rhape, but RHAPE for me. )':
Theres a difference between those y'know.

btw, for those people who DON'T know about sats..
max score = 2.4k aka 2400 points.
you get EXTRA deductions for unanswered questions...
-they take off 1/4 marks for the questions you got wrong.
so if you got 35/65 on the grammar part, thats 30 questions wrong so...
1/4 of 30 is like. gglol.
your score suddenly plummets to a measly 27.5 LOL.
and they don't count decimals.
or round them up
LOLGG.

my score...
D:
i'msoashamedtoadmit1.7kay. D:
and thats before deductions.
QQ
apprantly...my deduct'd is like -100. D:!

that makes me super sad.
even though rene got 1.5k on sat,
arrows got 1.5k on Psat(easier)

...
okay nvmLOL.

arrowsyounibhowareyousolow! D: <
stupid guild leader.

-Rem.

summer20

canada day!

-not excited about it at all LOL-

finished watching... "mandatory" canada day cermony stuffs at 3:30. Took canadaline(ironic) back. parents were like "RAGEHUNGERYLETSGOOUTTOEAT."
yeah.

they deiced to go to a BUFFET.
at 4.
wtf.
This buffet is special.
it's lunch ends at 3:45.
and dinner starts at 4 LOL.

to be precise, we got there at 3:49.
thats like.
just
LOLTIMEINGFAIL.
D:

after like 5 plates. My dad's like
"i'm starting to get hungry now."
...wtf.

>_>

RAGEQUIT.

ventingoutfeelingsthoughmabinogifireworksinanisolatedplaceandgettingprizesequalsYAY.
: D!

-Rem.