52.

...does it make me a pedophile.
if i'm playing mabinogi.
with a 12 year old girl.
asian.
and she lives in USA?
...
especially if said person's name is cute.
._.

Now I have an urge to get into Yale, just to go to her father and be like
'hi, i know your daugther.'
LOL.

-Rem.

49.

even if you don't realize it.
It's kinda annoying.

ironically.
you're probably the one who can tell. ._.

-Rem.

48.6

okayyy.
I'm much better now.
Thanks you for the music!
: )!

Though the ghost/zombie thing gave me quite the shock. o-o;;
You can't tell who's who!
...unless you look at the tags.
:3

okay well.
I should sleep.
before parents bitch again. ._.

-Rem.

48.5

sorry.
just needed someplace to rant.

because.
like i've said

no one
really actually cares for you.
because they will all ditch you if they have to.

-Rem.

It's like pms. only it's not monthly. Not puberty. and some that i can stop.

48.

WARNING.
THE FOLLOW POST IS MADE BY AN ASSHOLE AND IS NOT SUITED FOR THOSE WHO WOULD NOT LIKE TO READ ABOUT IT.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.


fuck you.
seriously.
what the fuck.
okay?

seriously?
get real. I don't care.
good for you. go cry to yourself.
cry me a fucking river, see if i give a shit.
okay.
suck it up.
you said it yourself that life sucks&unfair.
fucking live up to your standards.
don't be all talk but no walk.
but then again.
thats what you are
arent you.


you know it's true.
but you still cry about it.
bitch about it.
and just
overly annoy me.
okay.
sure
yes
i care.
but
no
i don't care
if xxxx did xxx and made you cry.
or what not
okay.
right now
I
couldn't
possibly
care less.
you hear?

okay.
stop your sentence there.
heck.
stop your train of thought there.
go back to your QQing and raging.
go whine to someone who fucking cares.
okay.

I don't know whats wrong with you.
I can't help you.
i'm not a certified psychiatrist who comforts you whenever you need someone to bitch to.
hell. i'm not even one.
seriously?
is it really that big of a deal?
i don't see it.
you complain complain and complain
then i tell you to gtfo and stop.
then you bitch at me for being a 'cold blooded, uncaring bastard who doesn't have friends'
hello? you're my fucking friends
thats why you bitch to me.
and i don't tell you to just commit suicide already.

well then again
some friend you are.
self centered bastard.
just because i care about you
doesn't mean i know you're an uptight shameless bitch okay.

stop.
okay?

Oh right.
I just remembered.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that i forgot.

Forgot that I only fucking exist.
when you need someone to bitch at and say that the other person is just heartless.
when you need advice.
help.

you know who you are.
okay.

I can't stand this anymore.
stop
bitching at me.
especially about him.
you know how much that annoys me?
it's like how women
always
ALWAYS
have to bring up their boyfriend/husband/lover/etc when some guy talks to her.
okay
i don't care about him
i'm not a rapist.
i'm not some guy who wants to get into your pants.
holy shit.


If you have gotten this far.
and I'm not talking to you, but you.
I hope you realize.
What kind of fucking wreak you're making me.
thanks for the love.
I'll miss you.
when you're in fucking hell.


to anyone who had no idea what the hell i'm saying.
sorry.
to the only person who KNOWS what i'm saying.
&and i'm not saying knows as in 'OH I THINK I HAVE AN IDEA'
but the one who called me a 'cold blooded, uncaring bastard who doesn't have friends'.
Leave.


sorry.

-Rem.

47.

BROWN
You are natural and easy-going, you prefer a calm environment. You are attracted to the outdoors. You have a refined sense of beauty. You have a rather conservative and well-ordered mind, you are not attracted to the bizarre. You are comfortable with your current value system, you are not entertained by fads or styles.


I figured out something mind blowing about myself again.
But due to certain...memory problems...
iDIDNTremember.
lolololpun.

well yeah. thats quite annoying. I need some kind of notebook to write all of that stuff in...

-Rem.

44.

yay unlucky(chinese) number!
._.

volunteering.
ugh 6am wake up.
ugh falling asleep on skytrain.
ugh there being no 'online registration' section.
ugh rain.
ugh not enough info.
ugh boredom.
ugh guilt.
ugh bus waits.
ugh falling asleep on skytrain again
ugh missing my bus stop being of being sleepy.
ugh not sleeping when i got home.
ugh play vindictus.
ugh
ugh
ugh.


but meh.
life's too short to worry about trivial things.
Though sleep can never be replaced, and that isn't a trivial thing.
=\

I guess sleep is the only thing my logic concept doesn't apply to
'the sooner i fall behind, the more time i have to catch up.'

...ugh.
i should just go out to future shop again on monday and buy a damned webcam. ._.
that'll save me tons of grief.

brb, being ninja. : )!

-Rem.

lol.

A quark is fundamental constituent of matter
observed in nineteen sixty eight through deep elastic scatter
we found that protons arent exactly as simple as we thought
We thought they were solid particles, but they are not.
protons in fact are made of three separate pieces
it just gets more confusing as our knowledge increases.
but that is what a quark is, its a piece of a proton
and they also make up other things including the neutron

oh, up down strange charm top bottom
if you don't know what a quark is it dont matter yous till got 'em.
and with leptons and bosons unless somethings amiss
they make up everything we can see and that we know exists.

the rest is too long for me to record so like yeah.
):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0kXkWXSXRA

: D!

-Rem.

42.

Sorry.
._.

Thanks for making me feel horrible last night.
I feel like some kind of asshole.
yes. I have no balls to do it.
yes. i just hate myself.
._.
thanks a lot.
now i'm never going to get there.
geez.
you could have just...
waited longer and did the other ones
or not ask me at all. >_>
why would you even ask me in the first place.
Just because i do them, doesn't mean i'm going to do all of them.

and to you,
i say
thanks.

-Rem.

41.

Need to say this fast.

SORRY.
Even though you probably don't care.
But it probably did slightly annoy you.
nice name though LOL.

But every time I TRIED to pass to you, it's like...you're turned away, or I literally just can't pass it to you. )':
The one time I tried...you didn't go for it. xD

It's small things like this, that make me guilt trip like crazy...and want life to just end already.
._.

-Rem.

39.

DAMNIT I'M TWO MINUTES LATE.
FUUUUUUU

-Rem.

363738

Haha.
Seems like this blog doesn't get much affection!
Time to show it some.
<3.

: )


Not to be one to complain, but is it just me, or is everyone around me unable to cope with changes in life?
Is EVERYONE 'Okonkwo'?
Maybe the only one would be Rene.
He lived.
He changed.
...
a bit.
But changed, nonetheless.

Hey, don't give me that. I'm not saying that they are social failures, or failures are life. I'm just saying...that I'm different.
Different from them.
Might be good.
Might be bad.
Depends how you see things.

I would like to think I have an open mind.
But I know, I know, that I am extremely biased.

I'm not judging these people.
I appreciate them.
And for a few, more than I should.

Eh, I'm quite... how do you describe this... deep thinking(?) today.
Oh well, that beats lunia grinding any day.

Heh, I guess i figured out why I'm such good friends with Rene.
Not much gets him down.

And also, ...I guess I'm sort of a drama queen myself.
I exaggerate everything without even knowing.
Like
"HOLY SHIT SCIENCE TEST?! F-----K!"
When actually
"Oh...test. Back to lunia."

I think it's peer pressure.
To fit in, and not to stick out like a sore thumb.
Haha.
Maybe I should've done my Sci-fair on peer pressure after all.

-Rem.

333435

: )

happy late thanksgiving.
better late then never right?
oh and
happy late/superlate/on time birthday.
: )
because i'm not stalker enough to know the exact date.
LOL.

i'm not implying that someone's birthday is around here, i'm just saying hbd to people whose birthday are in like...january. : D! or ...december last year.
: )

I pwn't rene in lunia with asuka. LOLWUT.
and i can't evne play asuka. ;)

-Rem.

32.

because you said i couldn't blog everyday.
well
GUESS AGAIN LOL.


and yes, this counts as a blog.
take that!
; )

-Rem.

293031

Haha.
Peace walker is fun.
but it's like.
@_@
It's like phantasy star all over again. For some reason, I'm really, REALLY scared of losing. argh. I didn't have this fear with dissidia. =\

but it's better than it was with phantasy star, maybe that means the story was getting to me? ;o

but whatever it is....tanks are fuxing hard to beat. @_@
80% hp with one shot. fffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

so like...yeah.

anyways, I've realized something.
I hate how I think.
I also hate what I think, and how I get there.
._.
Don't ask.
But lets just keep it at.
math class.
girl from a while back.
teacher that doesn't make sense.
sugar rush.
._.

and no,
i didn't do anything. I swear. >_>

k,nowtoblowupabarracade.

-Rem.

28.

"Emily, come on we're going somewhere, I won't let got of what we had. Do anything you want just don't leave me out. Emily, just get closer to me."


haha.
Another day.

Another day I decided.
To waster away and contemplate how everything has changed.

=\

okay
peace.
walker.
!

oh but.
mom's friend's daugther's birthday is today.
so
have to be
good.
)':
well, not like it's hard LOL
those kids basically try to kill me on sight. D:
it's like...
exercise xD!
LOL.
i think i need it.


I can hardcore CQC with peace walker!
xD
One day, I shall CQC into a hug like big boss LOLL.
:3

okayyeah.
...

so uhm.
I realized I never talk about school anymore on these LOL.
so like...
I should start.

Well.
todayiwaslateforschoolandnothinginterestinghappenedfirstblockbutinsecondblockeugenewroteloveonmyarmsandapparentlyimsupposetosayilovesomeonebutididn'tknowaboutitsolikeitsweirdbutnotreallyweirdatthesametime.
lunchwasstupidbecauserenejustragedovernothavinghispspandlikeLOLARGHINEEDZSOMEMOAROTAKUPARADISORIMSODEADLOL. healsolefthismathbinderinfrenchclasslike"youwantit?keepit"andlikeyeah,hehadmaththatblocktoothoughLOL.
solikeyeahschoolisboringboringboring!ijustrealizedhowboringlifeasastudentiswhentheresnohomeworktheheckdoyoudo?goonmsnoronline?anddowhat.iveprobablyalreadyexploredmostcornersoftheinternetandtrustmeyoudontwanttoknowwhativeseensolikeyeahmaybeishouldstartusingspacesnowLOL.
hmmmonsecondthoughtmaybenotbecauseitsveryenjoyabletohavepeopletrytodecodethisespeciallyacertainonethatprobablywilltakeagestodecodethisLOL.
: )

okay, no more school.
It's too boring. ._.

I'll stick to my old style.
...of talking about whatever i want.
: D!

-Rem.

27.5

SUPER YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
I JUST GOT My mom TO PRE-ORDER DJ MAX PROTABLE 3.
YESSSSSSS.
._.
but it's released on the 14th.
takes 10-16 days to ship. ._.
so like
I'll get it near november.
but then my mom will be like
"youhastostudynoplayingitforyouniblolz0rz"
._.
so i'll wait to december.
)':

But in the mean time...

PEACE KEEPER.
<33333333

oh and practicing dissidia. : )

-Rem.

27.

YESSS.
FOR ONCE
THIS ENTIRE SCHOOL TERM
I DIDN'T FAIL A TEST!
<3333333.

LOL.
Accounting. xD!

haha.

no peacewalker.
obviously RC isn't very "peaceful" nor do most people walk there.
Maybe I should try lansdowne tomorrow.
):

Peace walker DOES LOOK AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE.
: )

I'm hooked on watching IGN's reviews LOL.
-fail-

OH AND I FAILED MY psaT PRACTICE.

16/18 on math.
Q-Q

someone slap some sense back to me.

-Rem.

2526.

haha.
peace keeper.
seems much more.
interesting now.
xD
Portable 3 isn't very...
how should i put this...
very...
tempting.

with only 6000 real umd copies,
with 1000 of them being limited edition sets.
and with it being only sold from websites...
my chances of getting one
are close to 0.
._.

I guess that makes me.
a patriot.
/mgs reference.

Now to spend my days...
playing nakedsnake.
haha.

some much epicness
in a game.

-Rem

2324

haha.
I'm at the office. : )

Andddd....
give me 3 hours and I'll be home too.
: )

And no, it doesn't take me 3 hours to get home LOL.

-Rem.