60.

oh god.
typical anime moment.
-covers nose&mouth with hand-
@_@
-blood gushes out-

I think you know what I mean.

I'm not going to comment on the above.
i have no guts to.

-Rem.

59.

haha.
lost my chance today.
xD
...
though then again...
that isn't anything to be happy about.
I think
I feel guilty more than sad.


Sorry.
It's just like.
since gr7.
they became...
'valuable'.

Though...you deserve one...
but...
...
blame jian because he reads this too.
LOL.
: )!

sorry though.
maybe some other time....
when certain conditions are meet. LOL

-Rem.

58.

You know whats scary to me?

Someone knowing everything about me.
And someone, who isn't afraid to talk about it to others.
It fucking scares me.

Truth be told.
I don't think there is anyone I know, that I would willingly tell them my secrets.

Sigh.
It really is true that people of the opposite gender make better friends.
Friends as in...trust-worthy or secret keepers.
Not friends as in...you enjoy hanging out with them or playing together.
hahayeah.

I think this post is quite...dark.

On the bright side, my formspring seems to have some random person asking me questions. o-o;;

Though they get close&personal really fast.
It's not even funny!
The first two questions I've had in a while are like
'who do you like'
and then the same thing...with choices. >_>

and why the fuck are SAT schools so close to me. ._.
It's just like god telling my parents to make me take the sat.
like
'MAKE HIM TAKE IT. THE SCHOOL IS ONLY 3 BLOCKS AWAY'
>_>
THIS IS WHY I DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU GOD.
WHY YOU MAKE ET SO CLOSE!!!111oeneon1EOO!E1eoeon1e!!e!1.
./RQ

Time to start uploading the handwriting challenge.
>_>

SUPER SCRIBBLENAUTS!
...fails to install properly.
/.RQx2

-Rem.

'I just haven't taken you yet.'

: )!

Or met you.
'I just haven't met you yet.'

-rem.

57.5+

hah.

I laugh.

Not at you, or you. Neither him nor her.
But me.

So I've changed hm? Is that all you can see? 'Change'?

Your 'change' is what I like to call 'walls'

Don't worry, you'll never understand.

Letting no one see what's there.

Funny.

the right thing to do.

never seem to follow through.

I guess that is what you call

Holy hell.

But

and fool some

int.
ject

57.

lol.

guess who failed today?
DAYLIGHT SAVINGS.
._.
good job kevin, you woke up an hour early.
now you lost one hour of sleep.
and how badly i needed that hour too.
._.


anyways.
I GOT HER EMAIL.
:3
one step forward.
her ipod ran out of batteries.
two steps back.
xD
it's not that bad.
At least I have it!
: )

ugh. I really do need some kind of notebook that i carry with me...
i always seem to find something to say when i'm not on the computer...then when i am actually ON the computer...i forget what it was.
yay for short-term memory loss. >_>

okay afk, trying to sleep again...
./fail

obvious fail is obvious.

-Rem.

54.

...more and more pedo-ish feelings.
oh god.

Someone either make her older.
or make me younger
...
then again...
i don't want to do grade 7/8/9 again.
And she's smart enough for grade 9/10...>_>

if only that could happen. xD
-freeze world but her-
-three years later-
UNFREEZE.
: D!

if only. xD

well uhm.
Need to get more silver gems.
to run albey silver with her anyways.
>_>
must. not. die. again!

Ai shi ai.

-Rem.